infinityOne

2009-05-07T23:51:00.001+08:00

So I got the letter today!?!?! Hahaha, my OTC application is successful! :D HAHAHA.
H1N1’s orange code goes down to yellow right now. But not sure, whether Cambodia trip is still on. Erm, either way, I have to go sth during june! Hahaha. Question is: which to go?? Hahha.
24TH SC IS OUT! WOOTS. Okay, except for the exco. HAHAH.
FAC exco also out alr! & your truly, is the PRESIDENT! HAHA. Okay, not stable one.
Passing tests is no mean feat manz!
PW group out!
& GPP IS THE NEXT SERIAL KILLER!
ANGELS & DEMONS ARE OUT! Woots.
So is the next HARRY POTTER MOVIE (soon!) =D
and i can donate blood once again! yayness =D
JIAYOU EVERYONE!
I'll taste every moment
And live it out loud!! :D

2009-05-07T23:16:00.001+08:00

So I got the letter today!?!?! Hahaha, my OTC application is successful! :D HAHAHA.

H1N1’s orange code goes down to yellow right now. But not sure, whether Cambodia trip is still on. Erm, either way, I have to go sth during june! Hahaha. Question is: which to go?? Hahha.

24^TH SC IS OUT! WOOTS. Okay, except for the exco. HAHAH.

FAC exco also out alr! & your truly, is the PRESIDENT! HAHA. Okay, not stable one.

Passing tests is no mean feat manz!

PW group out!

& GPP IS THE NEXT SERIAL KILLER!

ANGELS & DEMONS ARE OUT! Woots.

So is the next HARRY POTTER MOVIE (soon!) =D

and i can donate blood once again! yayness =D

JIAYOU EVERYONE!

I'll taste every moment

And live it out loud!! :D

2007-09-17T21:51:00.001+08:00

people please link to

http://infinnity-g0nne.blogspot.com/

2006-11-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

Is there such a person in your heart??

You and the person may have fall in love before, or you now may had a crush on each other.
But due to some reasons, you were not together.

Probably it is because that he takes brothers very seriously, thus he cnt woo you.
Probably it is because of parental objections, you two were not tgt.
Probably it is because he need to go overseas to further his studies, he did not wan you to wait for him.
Probably it is bcoz your met each other too early tt you still dun know how to treasure each other.
Probably bcoz your met each other too late, now tt your have met, you each have somebody beside you.
Probably bcoz you turn back too late, he is no longer waiting.
Probably you are still sounding each other out, thus dun dare to cross over that line of boundary.

Even thou you and him may not be tgt, but you and him are still friends.
You were both clear that, to this person, you had something more den friendship for him/her.
Even thou you two cannot openly hold hands and walk down the streets, but you guys are still friends that can talk about every single things. He may have someone he like, on the surface you may offer to help him woo, but deep inside you are unsure that whether you really want him to woo that girl.

When he is in trouble, you will try your utmost best to help him, regardless wad’s the reward or how much you have hurt/ sacrifice.
When you stead gets jealous, you will often told him that you and that special person are just normal friends. However, deep down, there is still this uncertainty. Everybody will get to have this special person appearing in his or her life. At first, you dun wan to be just friends, but as time passes, you may find that staying as friends would probably be the best solution.

You rather care for him in this way, rather den tgt when you know tt one day you two may still break up.
You rather be his friend, so that both wun get jealous of each other easily, den you two can talk anything you want.
It is also because of this, you know that, he will forever care for you, thou you may not be tgt, but he is forever that very special friend of yours. But who is the special person in your heart??

Many feeling may be one sided, in the end even being friends is just so hard.
Always we feel regretted, bcoz those friendships are all broken due to the one sentence “I love you”, if you dun have any reaction to it, this friendship is den hard to maintain, tt’s probably the reason why many person dun wan to step tt very step out.

Bcoz, it is like a bet. After confession, either you bcum tgt, or even bcoming friends is hard. A lot of things are out of your expectations. Maybe the person may not mind, den you two can still be friends, but it will never be the same as before. You will den feel regret. But there is always another case, that you dun wan to be just friends with that special person.

***

think about this...
takecare people <33

2006-11-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

hey you people!!

my birthday is approaching soon!! hahahas.

lalalalalalals.

<333

11th nov.
foreva so special(:

2006-11-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

Instructions: name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. dont read the questions below before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.

jiahon
teckwee
lokhang
yuiki
ruohan
zell
sihui
michal
clement chua
amanda
victor
chee kwong
sin yee
jonathan
chang yu
kairong
edward
amanda
emily
caifeng

How did you meet 14?

since primary 2

What do you do if you never ever meet 1?

#hell bad lahs. my brother leh! w/o him, den jiu not fun anymore lers. nobody to pei me crap and sing to me ler!!

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?

#LOL. impossible. one is south one is north. thou they know each other and they were squad mates!!

Did you ever like 19?

#yea. of course! my laopo lehs

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

# ermm.. ahhas. sure, why not?? hahas.

Describe 3.

#dramastic mood changes, overall not bad. xp

Do you think 8 is attractive?

#hmm. leave it for herself to ans. i told her the ans lers.

Say something about 7.

#cute, nice, great, siao siao!

Do you know any of 12's family members?

#nope. but i know he got a cute cute cousin!!

What's 8's favourite?

#comics and the colour orange.

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?

#hmmm, dunoe. hahhas. my sister lehs!

What language does 15 speak?

#english and chinese.

Who is 9 going out with?

#ehem. Emily. hahs.

How old is 16 now?

#14!

When was the last time you talked to 13?

#yesterday.

Who's 2's favourite band/singer?

#he got arh?? dun think so.

Would you date 4?

#LOl. i am not a les okays!

Would you date 7?

#haha. wad do you think?

Is 15 single?

#he is taken!

What's 10's last name?

#wei . i think

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?

#hahas, wait till we get into one den see first bahs hahas

What school does 3 go to?

#private school i think

Name 5 ppl to do this survey: (optional of course)

1] weitien 2] samantha 3] crystal 4] limying5] yoketing

go sleep lers. bye people!

2006-11-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

HIGH- lighthouse family

When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
Remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep me flying high in the sky
Of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible
Is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
Remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep me flying high in the sky
Of love

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep me flying high in the sky
Of love

(hiigh... hii-iigh) x 4

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
Remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep me flying high in the sky
Of love

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep me flying high in the sky
Of love

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep me flying high in the sky
Of love

Cause we are gonna be
Forever, you and me
You will
Always keep me flying high in the sky
Of love...

***

course song. nice and yet so touching. nicenice. guess we sure to tear at the POP and at the campfire night. those tranings we have, will sure to leave behind fond memories.

BEST GROUP ROCKS (:

oh yea,

a holy day is coming lers!

11-11-2006 <33

takecare people<33

nights.

running into someone from the past whom i still care for, triggers nostalgic feelings. who is it??

i wonder....

2006-11-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

QUIZ >>

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
- loves to sleep
- not so tall
- loves to talk and play and eat
- loves to loved (who dunwan~ bleh)
- lazy dao siao
- loves PLEASANT suprizes
- always help people solve probs, but in the end no one help me to solve mine. tao yan! T-T

7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME:
- evil things (those we dun see so often)
- being alone in the dark
- losing a loved one
- when someone told me actually wad i know turns out to be not true
- having bad grades
- war
- being embarrassed

7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
- the one
- crushed
- unfaithful
- zui jing
- down
- yuan lai
- wo men zhe me le

7 PEOPLE I FANCY:
- wang yeah yeah!! hahahs.
- 2D'06 peeps
- BROTHERS & SISTERS
- him?? i dunoe
- people who can make me happy
- joyce
- huiming and bernice and georgnia (cause they help me with me slash <33)

7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
- liao bu qi
- zhu tou
- suibian
- sian
- orh
- jidan
- hun dan

7 PEOPLE NEXT TO DO THIS:
- zach
- michal
- weitien
- yoketing
- ruohan
- limying
- victor

zzz... i change URL long ago lers~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2006-11-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

Schedule for the month NOVEMBER

03rd nov (fri) - CCS meeting. 1000-1145 [i din go for the previous one which is on 02nd nov. lalala~~]
04th nov (sat) - maths tuition. 1615-1915
05th nov (sun) - ANCO 1st theory lesson. 0800-1800
06th nov (mon) - training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600
07th nov (tue) - SANA course. 0900-1800
08th nov (wed) - training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600 [boring ;x]
09th nov (thu) - training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600
10th nov (fri) - going back to primary sch to promote our school.
12th nov (sun) - ANCO 2nd theory lesson. 0800-1800
13th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
14th nov (tue) - 2d'06 chalet. [yays~!]
15th nov (wed) - 2d`06 chalet. [remember to go back to school to find out which class we are in.]
16th nov (thu) - 2d`06 chalet. [back home lers =/]
17th nov (fri) - talk on taiwan trip. 1000-???? [boring once more] / play rehearsal. 0830-1530 [now, obviously, it crashes with my talk =) muhahhaas]
18th nov (sat) - play rehearsal. 0830-1530 [it is some kind of bored, and heard that we gona go some theatre to perform how NICE. xp]
19th nov (sun) - ANCO 3rd theory lesson. 0800-1800
20th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
26th nov (sun) - ANCO 4th theory lesson. 0800-1800
27th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
29th nov (wed) - 1st day of taiwan trip!
30th nov (thu) - 2nd day of taiwan trip!

this dumb november, i am only left with 1st- 2nd, 11th, 21st- 25th. how ~~great~~! 08 days available. wad about grp meetings etc?? huh?? jidan. oh forget about it. just hope that i can cut myself some fats through these activities.

anways people.

a holy day is coming!!

11th november

my birthday!!!

hahahs. you know wad to do hor. lalalalala

takecare people <33

2006-10-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

actually i din wan to post about 2d;s last day in school. cause i will sure to tear de. but just now went to xiner;s blog, there is a photo of langs n xiner, in the pic, langs was obviously crying but still he smile for the pic. emotions surge in me. links me to 2d;s last day. some of the girls tear. i hold back my tears. as like wad weitien says, tears are contagious.

just wana say.

2d-ians.
2006 will never be so fun and memorable without you guys.
the times we spent tgt, will always be remembered.

guess the 2d chalet will be the last time we can get together as a class lers.

after which we are disbatched to different classes for our future.

after so many things that have happened.

we have learn to pick ourselves up when we fall, and matured through the tons of things that had occured.

the love we share

the quarrel we had

the jokes we crack

the games we play

the punishments we face

the laughter we had

all these shall always leave behind a fond memories for us.

photos may be destroyed

people may be forgetten

but the bond we share and the memories we had

shall stay foreva.

2d`06; one for all, all for one. foreva best(:

#15 HON QI

lets treausred the time we can have during the chalet okays.
play until siao hor!!

i love you guys *smiles*

2d will be never be 2d without each n everyone of us.

2006-10-27T11:35:00.000+08:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.

He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.

"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word -

Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food -

Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife -

Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life -

Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children -

Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep -

Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive -

Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job -

Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -

Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down -

Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it and fulfill it.

***

an meaningful email sent by kairong. teaching us to appreciate and cherish the things that we have.

i am waiting for so many things lately.

the 6peace`o4 gathering.

the phone call by my instructor.

the coming back of my handphone.

elizabeth;s email to tell me about the gathering.

the 2d`o6 class chalet. [yays~]

sian.

2006-10-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

holiday programme once updated =/

OCT`2006

29th oct (sun) - ANCO orientation day. 0800-1200
30th oct (mon) - maths tuition. 1830-2130

NOV`2006

05th nov (sun) - ANCO 1st theory lesson. 0800-1800
06th nov (mon) - maths tuition. 1830-2130/ training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600
07th nov (tue) - SANA course. 0900-1800
08th nov (wed) - training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600 [boring ;x]
09th nov (thu) - training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600
10th nov (fri) - going back to primary sch to promote our school.
12th nov (sun) - ANCO 2nd theory lesson. 0800-1800
13th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
14th nov (tue) - 2d'06 chalet. [yays~!]
15th nov (wed) - 2d`06 chalet. [remember to go back to school to find out which class we are in.]
16th nov (thu) - 2d`06 chalet. [back home lers =/]
17th nov (fri) - talk on taiwan trip. 1000-???? [boring once more]
19th nov (sun) - ANCO 3rd theory lesson. 0800-1800
20th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
26th nov (sun) - ANCO 4th theory lesson. 0800-1800
27th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
29th nov (wed) - 1st day of taiwan trip!
30th nov (thu) - 2nd day of taiwan trip!

DEC`2006

01st dec (fri) - 3rd day of taiwan trip!
02nd dec (sat) - 4th day of taiwan trip!
03rd dec (sun) - 5th day of taiwan trip!
04th dec (mon) - 6th day of taiwan trip!
o5th dec (tue) - last day of taiwan trip! [back on s;pore on the same day ;)]
08th dec (fri) - 1st day of ANCO camp
09th dec (sat) - 2nd day of ANCO camp [pulau ubin! here i come LOL]
10th dec (sun) - 3rd day of ANCO camp [back from pulau ubin & campfire night i think]
11th dec (mon) - last day of ANCO camp [finally! i am home people! ahahas] & maths tuition. 1830-2130
17th dec (sun) - ANCO examination day [wah piangz!! *faints*]
18th dec (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
25th dec (mon) - maths tuition. 1830-2130

***

sianx sia. haven even finish thinking about my sub comb. go tian lou lahs. tada. now counting on people to find out more like meifong n shaun, most probably later jiahon bahs. tada. dunoe see first. byebye people let me enjoy myself before my training holidays starts. T.T my bed!! hope by then can i cut myself some fats, which is so impossible T.T

bye people` takecare <33

2006-10-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

tiring to start it off. with my mum waking me up with her horrendous voice. gosh, how bad can it get?? nvm about tt, den reach sch den learn tt the option form needs signature. it is like wth, i din even know about tt, when ms see told me my results, i was shocked to siao. din even dared to give my mum se my results coz the avg din even hit 70. but today get my report book lers. happy until dian lars. coz COZ it hit 70. actual fact: 71.6. luff until i bao arh. hahas.

new phrases created:
wakazo
lantio
baboom

nice ehs? i sound one crazy nut case women out hanging. oh nvm. i happy den jiu okays lers. who cares. ben gu nai nai shuang. wad can you do? LOL. jkjk.

nvm, proceed to after school activities.

had to participate in sth for the principal-leaving-issue. got to salute. den tt dumb weiliang, coz short stand in front mahs. den he immediately shouted, : lai! honqi!. wtf. well well, dun blame him, bo bian short mahs. BUT still, dun need to shout so loud, i can move my self. humphx. hun dan.

den after ran out of sch to change. den pia taxi to mic hse, yea guess it so, i pay. tada. nvm. lei si ben gu nai nai lers. zzz. den go buy things lor. shopping with yoketing, ruting and michal was fun, yeayea not forgetting sr, our dearest maria. LOL. den went to sr house, sort out things den cab home lers. now at my house blogging lers. later still need to iron my clothes, morning collect mic de report bk, den go sr hse. tada. sian. somehow i looking forward to tmr;s salute session, though it is just a few seconds salute session, but i guess this is the least we can do tos how our respect and gratitude to the principal right? so yea i am looking forward to it. but i dun feel like ironing my clothes, who like ironing clothes ehs?? well tok so much also no use, i got to do it also. wth?? nvm, tt;s life isnt?? give little bit sweet sweet den you got taste the bitter fall.

for those who are unsure of the attire and things for tml and sunday. they are as below,

thursday;26/10/2006

attire: wear half u with pe tee, bring full u.

-change to full u after assembly and be in the hall by 8.15 hopefully.

***

sunday;29/10/2006 [nco orientation day! arent you excited? my foot arh. nervous dao bao. ;x]

attire: wear half u with corps tee [the white one], bring full u. dun need to bring badges i think. rmb to iron it smartly.

reporting time: 6.30 A.M. [dun be late people.]

meeting place: yishun mrt station.

i just cun believe it i am the first to know. thanks alot. :) i appreciate it. and thanks for always being there for me. jiayous for tml de exam.

2006-10-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

1. Single, taken, or crushing?
#taken.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
# no. infact, i am tired of it. i wan to relax everyday but i cun.

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him/her fast?
# yea. of course. you dun meet these things everyday.

4. Have you had your heart broken?
# yea.

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
# erm. wad does it means? as in having a stead, but you still behave intimate with another person? if this is so, well, when the feeling comes, you cun stop it either.

6. Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
# yea. chances are free right?

7. Have you talk to someone about marriage before?
# yea.

8. Do you want children?
# Yea. i love children.

9. How many?
# 2. one girl one boy. if conditions allows, 4, 2 boy 2 girl.

10. Would you consider adoption?
# if i cun reproduce. yes.

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know him/her feelings?
# confession.

12. Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
# depends. sometimes you gets so tired after it. but sometimes it feels great to have someone there for you when you need it.

13. Be honest. What is the furthest you and your 'ex' did?
# nothing. my relationship with my ex was a short one.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
# not so believe in this. but the world is big, any strange thing can happen.

15. Are you romantic?
# not sure. but i enjoys roman-tism.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
# Yea. i think so.

17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
# netherlands. i enjoy peaceful life. best stay there forever.

18. Do you easily give up when you are fighting?
# depends on the situation and who the person involve.

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
# yea.

20. Have you ever wished that you had someone but you messed it up?
# yea.

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
# yea. sorry ehs.

22. If one day your best friend falls in love with the boy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
# i leave to the boy/girl, we cun force love right??

23. Are you missing someone right now?
# yea, think so bahs.

now you have to name 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs and write down their names in the list below and tag them in their blogs to let them know.
-weitien
-ruohan
-yoketing
-limying
-shiyun

***
tada. finally finished the survey.

finally watched finish the 13esp of GOONG. in one of the esp earlier.

yul say
As long as you can smile, I will always be here for you. Don’t forget.

touching sia. haiz. how nice to have someone saying that to me. LOL. but somehow i find shin quite attractive also. (this sentence just gets on jiahon;s nerve! hahahs.)

upcoming activities.
2d concert.
farewell party.
class chalet.
nco.

dun worry,we will still be in the same school. promise to have gatherings every year okays?? well tt;s wad i hope lahs. hahas. takecare people.

lalalalalala

2006-10-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

year is ending.

letting it end with

a sad tone

a happy note??

the choice is yours.

i am tired really....

2006-10-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

this is so primary school! (:

The Good old Days;

1. You grew up watching Power Rangers, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs, too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You would squat by the drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a colourful plastic toothbrush.The teachers would also constantly remind you to brush each side 10 times.

3. You know what SBC stands for.

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack.

6. You find your friends with pagers cool in Secondary school.

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses.The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

13. You learnt to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring lollipop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

19. Catching was the IN thing >>and twist as the magic word.

20. You used 'PETS' textbooks that had these cute animal mascots on the front cover.
21. Barney was your best friend.

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck with colourful straps and a must everywhere you go.

24. Boys loved to play soccer with empty plastic bottles in the basketball court.

25. Hopscotch, five stones, chapteh, hantam bola and zero point were all the rage

26. Science was fun with the hydrilla and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish.

27. Who can forget Ali, Bala, John and Mary, forever eternalized in our minds from the textbooks and worksheets.

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or 'Happy National Day 1994'.

30. In Primary 5 you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your warm socks and shoes.

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

42. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

Spread this heart warming message around, you don't get something like this very often.

****
ahahas. yea. good old days of primary school. always like to say i dun friend you. passing tiny notes around the class. giving each other nicknames.

i still remember a time when i need to go toilet, i rush den slip n fall, my nose nearly break sak. ahhas, but that was primary 2. tchers always ask us to ask properly, like : teacher, MAY i go to the toliet/washroom/restroom? and my teacher was weird. she only allow us to go to toilet after she had given us work. den she always uses words like dumbell, talkative. i was a chatter box in lower pri. den always tio scolding de. hahas. now i think back the times. so dui lian sia. hahas.

the high socks we wore, the pig tails our mum tie. so cute lahs hahs. den bags high high de with bottles hanging at the side or on the neck. i rmb my first one was pink colour, the second one was green. my last one was pink i think. hahas. i like the pink ranger the most larhs. den my siblings will choose one each. so long as there is show where there is multiple cast, we would like to book one, and tt represents us. hahas. so baichi right? well tt;s the past us. hello kitty was like so famous in the past. i am one fanatic fan of it too. LOL

nurses often taught us how to brush our teeths, and were told to buy a red tumbler each den bring one toothbursh everyday. it was so er xin sia. you were like brushing your teeth with your saliva instead of toothpaste.

then the huge bowl of laksa cost only 5ocents. someone alot noodles. den still got sell ice-cream and maggie. hahas. then always need to donate money during days like children days, so tt we could share our joy with the misfortunates. my mum will be like saying: huh? donate again arh? why every year must donate? school eat money arh.

then there was those LSP lessons, to help us improve our english and my LSP tcher was ms ng, her accent was hell funny, and her pitch was hell high lahs. hahas. den the papers, yes yes, all brown brown rough rough de. den stil got a funny smell. my LSP file was even thicker den my english plus maths plus chinese file.

den girls always like to dress themselves as princess with all those rings, crowns etc. and all those zhao pai dong zuo, which now is the xu chun mei dong zuo. den guys always like to pia erasers and spiders. den they always so rough de. i still rmb my good buddy. ou yang jian hua. who say he wanted to flush me into the toilet bowl when he grows up. evil sehs!!

oh yea, the buddy system. my buddy was isabelle. den jiexin de was the one small small cute cute not so much hair de. michal de was ryan de sister. jie ying had 2 buddies. li hai bahs??

den recess time, joyce always teo chased by reuben they all de. rumour couples. hahas.

prefects n monitors stands out to be the more powerful ones, everyone wants bajie them. got once, p3 de time, i always down for talking thanks to caixuan. den kairong help me. see this shows how prefects was powerful at that time. but prefects also quite ke lian lahs. everytime stand staircase. den me lao er n huiwei they all will go pei sam who is having her duty at the fitness corner. not forgetting meixi who is at the 2nd floor de staircase nearest to the lift.

our calligraphy tian cai, yvonne. the born athele, huiwei. hahas. mental sums was a must. mostly on thursday if i am not rong den still got ting xie n spelling. i got a tcher who got lots of fanciful stamps which she like to stamp. den still got xing xing wang zi n gong zhu. my grp de is kairong if i am not rong larhs.

text books was differnt from now. last time is pets, got rabbit infront one den whole book about animals de. not like my sisters they all use 'my pals are here'. files also change from soft cover change to hard cover. den the bag everyday like tortise like tt. no wonder i was so short, cause i bring my books to school everyday. see so guai. LOL. ;x

my pocket money like only haf 1 pathetic dollar only. waa. T.T so ke lian. hahas. the shoes we wear is bata shoes, now is wad? addidas, nike, reebok, northstar. so many pattern. LOL. den during raining time. so kiasu parents will ask their kids to wear slippers first den go school change into shoes. hahas. den raining days you see the general office all is parents with lots of umbrellas. colourful. now we also dun care liaos. see rain like see snow like tt, go waaa.. chiong arh!! ahahas.

those signature books tt girls like to past round the class. den got those funny poems. *sigh* now we rite testimonials. LOL. ahhas. scolding bad words was the taboo. if you wanna say it, you gona say, example:***. if you say it without saying example. people around you will go orh hor!!

*sigh* now i really miss primary school days.

the ever-so-funny nicholas foo. and weiqi
ahbeng - nicholas lim n yan hua.
guai guai kia- kairong and jin han
always depise zha bor- jin wei n reuben n diamen n min yuan &*^^&%
imaginative- colleen
foreva wan to get to pretigious schools- tripti
the F4s- jun kiat, jordan, wee kien, joled.
curry- kerry.
ever-singing-queen - michal.
bookworm- elizabeth.

tada. tt;s all i cn rmb now. primary school life. the good old days. how much can you remember?? i wonder. hmmm....

tada_-___-_ siansiansian.

2006-10-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

tada_-___-_ siansiansian. i also dun now wad to say........

lalalalalalalalala.

school starting soon.

holidays coming soon.

nco approaching soon.

challenges facing soon.

getting fatter soon. ;(

wakazo. T.T

sadcase.

takecare people. nights <33

boliao post.

2006-10-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

sian
sian
sian
sian

wad the hell. why so sian.

results so bad nia. LALALALALALALALALALALALALA.
wad cn i do, also cnt do anything. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalal.

sleep til 12 in th morning. wanted to sleep more. but sun too glaring. and my mum woke me up too. so wake up liaos. den jiu haf flu. den jiu call jiahon and chat. den jiu eat ice-cream follow by dinner and chocolate cake. den now here i am blogging lers. got sian mahs?

bye people.

i had enough really...

zzz

2006-10-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

i got 29/50 for english
43.5/70 for the overall. wadthehell.

say goodbye to my science class.
munchung see you in combined.

zzzz.
din get back our geo paper. coz mr lim wasnt there.
anyways this year de marking was hell strict. lalalalala. so sian.

thanks to ying ru;s reminder did i remember tt the advance nco course orientation day is coming. 29th oct. ahhas. die liao lahs. suddendly so scared sak. hahhaas.
have to polish boots all these. arrgh. LOL.

takecare people. weather is cold.flu-ing now. so yea. take loads of care okays, ;)
goong rocks!

2006-10-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

daily horoscope for scorpio.

the bottom line

give yourself plenty of time to balance out the day's accumulation of stress.

in detail.

sometimes you have to think of your life as if it were a business: how are you managing your output and your input? if there is no balance, you will certainly start suffering, so today you should make the adjustments you need. get a good night;s rest, eat a healthy breakfast and give yourself some free time to eliminate the day;s accumulating stress. if you do these things, you will see a huge uptick in your performance and your company morale will be fantastic.

***
-not much time to balance myself out.
-stress?? too much to handle.
-breakfast?? i skip it.
-a good night sleep? nahs, i xi sheng it to blog. T.t
-free time? i not enough time to use liaos. still free time. zzz

***
here comes my disgusting results.
english summary: 14.5/20
maths: 71/100
science: 61/100
hcl: 91/110
lit: 74.5/100

wadthehell!!
how disgusting my marks cn get?? lucks to me for those unknown results~~~

anyways. ROB-B-HOOD is nice (: ahhahs. yea ROB-B-HOOD is nice. baby so cute de. ahahhas.
thanks my movie partner [michal xD] for spending the afternoon with me. ahahhas.

nights people <33

drop by

2006-10-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

i drop by my blog trying to post. budden i dun know wad to post. how dumb cn i get? zzz.

nvm i hereby officially delcared

SLEEPING

ROCKS ;)

byes people. going to sleep le. zzzzz.

2006-10-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

UNFAITHFUL- Rihanna

[Verse 1:]
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

[Hook:]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

[Verse 2:]
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

[Hook:]
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

[Breakdown:]
Our Love... his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

Oooohhh... anymore

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be.... a murderer

ooo... a murderer...
No, no, no... yeah

nice song ehs? *sigh*.

takecare arh ong jiahon, like xiao hai zi like tt. ahhahas. bleahs. xp

thoughts of the day
not everything is within our control

random post.

2006-10-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

random post =_+

*sigh*. sian sak!! lalalalalala

wad haf i been doing for the past few days.

sleep for long hrs like 10plus haven add up my after nap. but still it seems not enough!! wah piangz!! i need sleep!!

eat until siao, like free like tt. well, dunoe how steps closer to me nightmare. ahahahs.

talk n play like siao. ahahhas. had my dramastic mood swing.

man above sound like a pig;s way of life. ahahs. but well somehow i am more tired after sleeping so much. like munchung like tt, yue sui yue lei. ahahhs. no choice. i also cnt control. let me sleep somemore bahs. so tt i cn get prepare for the challenges ahead [nco?? fai si wo jiu you arh!!]

thoughts of the day
a little rest is to prepare for the longer journey ahead.

good morning everybody!

2006-10-16T09:19:00.000+08:00

seriously i think know got so many people view my blog de lahs! but still, THANK YOU ;x [my mum did taught me manners alright. ahahhas.]

special thanks to sihui&eileen.

btw the sushi-pact!! waiting to be confirm okays! [a step nearer to me fei po nightmare. T.t]

today;s horoscope for scropio

the bottom line
you must start believing in yourself more -- after all, if you don;t, who will?

in detail
the added resposibilities you have been given lately are a sure sign that you are making a strong, positive impression on some powerful people. you are to ready to take on the next challenge of life, especially if it involves travel or new cultural experiences. all you need to do right now is stick with your routine and channel any nervousness into positive energy. you simply must start believing in yourself more -- after all, if you don;t, who will??

***
lalalalas. added responsibilities?? you mean teaching my sister? powerful people you mean my mum?? new challenge-travel-taiwan trip-- new cultural experiences?? believing myself tt i will and can becum a pig?

ahahahs. all fits. siao liao lah!! ahahhs.

btw comos is lame. but i am lamer. and ruohan is the lamest. lame master. i think i haf found one strong enough to impart my lame knowledge le! ahahs.

lalalalalas. got to wake up so damn early. sobx. LOL
no lahs. hahas.

wad a blue post. *sigh*

people i am back ;)

2006-10-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

hey people i am back!

now okays le.

thanks to that cute cute se se de crayon shin chan!!
i shall recommend you this must watch comic!!

hell funny
hell hilarious

ahahas. so no point getting all moody n fuck up right.
so yea must happy happy LOL.

lalalala.
ytd and today;s emotion
i would say it is a dramastic swing.
and speaking of swings! i long to play it lah!! ji dan.

oh yea, michal, zach, jiahou, sheryl, sophia!!
now who rmbs the sushi-pig-out pact that we made?
tell you sincerly! i miss it!! quick quick organise one den we go pig out okays!!

cham liao lahs! at this rate i;m going to turn into a pig soon le!! plusplus!! they say taiwan alot of delicious food to eat!! wahpiangz!! i tell you i confirm eat de okays!! den back to s;pore you wil tend to miss de food n eat alot also. den very soon jiu nco camp liao!! den every meal is like so heavy. plus they keep on ask you drink water. wah sehz!! confirm pian fei po de!!
any kind soul out there faster buy me a carton of extrim!! ahahhas.

uncle wong& victor& jiahon& michal
thanks for your concern! i now okays liaos. smilesmile *twist**twist*
now uncle wong went missing while i was toking to him! Z_z

shall end here le~~
takecare people!^^

ps. i think no got so many people view my blog! but still thanks! +_+

phang shin ee! did you realise you din call me? i am so bloody hell untterly disppointed in you! humphx.

SEC4s DEPART-ure

2006-10-15T17:08:00.000+08:00

SEC4s departure. :/

yesterday was the day that announced the final official departure of the sec4s. quite saddening.
although we were from different levels, of different age, in different group of friends. i am glad to say i make some of the most wonderful friends.

let;s mang mang go down de list bahs.

ONG JIA HON
brothers! know each other through a concert at nyjc den jiu become friends. really must thank that concert if not jiu cnt find this brother liaos. kns. everytime say until he so mighty n great de. LOL. jkjk. since you are going to leave le jiu make you happy bahs. always share secrets/gossips de. ahahs. like obaksan talk right?? always give me heartfelt advices etc. remember our pact okays!! shou hua yao shuan hua!! remember to come back often hor!

TAN RUO HAN
lame master!! ahahhas. always ever so LAME. loll. whoever talk to him can luff until bao okays!! still remember last time i actually sms a wrong person n tot it was him n chat with tt person for the whole afternoon only to find out tt it was actually the rong person. malu sak!! must stay in contact hor!! i still wan to get promote de!

IVAN YAK WEN JIE ZELL
know him through a very werid way. cause i look like lanfang. i went to view his friendster. chat in msn den jiu know each other liaos. till now i still dunoe his real full name is wad sak. oh nvm. stay cheerful arh! understand!

myST.JOHNseniors
special thanks to caifeng, huizhi, corine, jiajia, puiye and clement, for teaching us all those things, when we first step into st.john. thanks LORRIESloads.

think should be all these. for those my IDOLS like, chunann, siangdeng, jingyi, xiner etc. jiayous n takecare but still a real pity that i cun get to know you guys! anyways. luck to you all for your Os. KAMPATEK ^^

DEPRESSED ;(

2006-10-14T19:10:00.001+08:00

DEPRESSED again. sad. wanted to call people to talk to. but i just cun find a single one. kns.
wad's the use of having n making so many friends but when you are sad or depressed, you cun even find one to talk to. saddening ehs? wtf. wad's going on. last time is sad eat ice-cream den jiu okays le. now i kip eating, yue eat yue sad. kns. wad's worst cun find a single person to talk to. since when are you going to realise that i am depressed/troubled/sad?? aiya FUCK lahs. now the only thing i can do is to wait hopefully for shinee;s call to save me out of this devestated state. hopefully she calls. haiz. *sigh*

should i continue or stop making friends??

to you.
always you got problem, always call me to tell me. but when i have problems i dun even know whether should i call you. haiz. asshole~~ when i tell you things, you just cun seem to bother but wadever you say i got listen n analyse things for you. my presence to you may matters. but your presence to me? i guess i dun need it. so should i continue be the someone who always listen to your problems/ troubles?

to you.
sometimes whenever i try to tell you something, you too cun seem to bother and always give answers tt make me wan to slap you. fuck man.

to you.
we have been drifing away from each other these days. i dun think my presence matters to you anymore.

to you.
another one, always i listen you talk. i talk, you dun even give give a fuck care. nama lahs. kns.

why am i so stupid to do things for people. but when i got problems, i dun know who to find/confide.

fucking asshole, with or without them is like the same. makes no bloody difference. maybe my absence has a greater impact to them. but them to me=nothing.

i make time for others, but they for me?? fat-hope. snap me out of my daydream.

fuck man. forget it. shall continue be your-the-so-call-buddy/brother/bestfriend.
just let me die inside gradually...

ice-cream fiesta

2006-10-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

ice cream fiesta~~ i love ice-cream ahhahas. great way to keep you not-moody. hahahs. got to thanks my kind neighbour who supplies me with ice-cream! yummy! ahahhas. lalalalalala. anybody cn think of the celebration after exams other den post-exam acitvities??

-pig out on sushi again???
-bbq??
-movie marathon??

dunoe which one to go to, but maybe no longer with yuiki n jiahou they all le, we seem to drift apart these days, dun feel lyk toking to ***. dunoe maybe going norvin n ask a few more jiu okays le. dun need too much. hehe. eateateat.pigpigpig.fatfatfat. muahahahhas. bleahs xp

lalalalala.

2006-10-14T12:49:00.000+08:00

holiday arh! holiday ahahhahs. love it!! can sleep until siao hahas. sians now.
scare my results sak. may it be like ~~sai jiu cham~~ pass like flying colours. blessbless praypray ahahs.

okays let;s see my holiday programme [sound like so busy sak!! hahas.]

OCT`2006

29th oct (sun) - ANCO orientation day. 0800-1200
30th oct (mon) - maths tuition. 1830-2130

NOV`2006

05th nov (sun) - ANCO 1st theory lesson. 0800-1800
06th nov (mon) - maths tuition. 1830-2130/ training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600
07th nov (tue) - SANA course. 0900-1800
08th nov (wed) - training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600 [boring ;x]
09th nov (thu) - training lesson for the taiwan trip. 1000-1600
12th nov (sun) - ANCO 2nd theory lesson. 0800-1800
13th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
14th nov (tue) - 2d'06 chalet. [yays~!]
15th nov (wed) - 2d`06 chalet. [remember to go back to school to find out which class we are in.]
16th nov (thu) - 2d`06 chalet. [back home lers =/]
17th nov (fri) - talk on taiwan trip. 1000-???? [boring once more]
19th nov (sun) - ANCO 3rd theory lesson. 0800-1800
20th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
26th nov (sun) - ANCO 4th theory lesson. 0800-1800
27th nov (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
29th nov (wed) - 1st day of taiwan trip!
30th nov (thu) - 2nd day of taiwan trip!

DEC`2006

01st dec (fri) - 3rd day of taiwan trip!
02nd dec (sat) - 4th day of taiwan trip!
03rd dec (sun) - 5th day of taiwan trip!
04th dec (mon) - 6th day of taiwan trip!
o5th dec (tue) - last day of taiwan trip! [back on s;pore on the same day ;)]
08th dec (fri) - 1st day of ANCO camp
09th dec (sat) - 2nd day of ANCO camp [pulau ubin! here i come LOL]
10th dec (sun) - 3rd day of ANCO camp [back from pulau ubin & campfire night i think]
11th dec (mon) - last day of ANCO camp [finally! i am home people! ahahas] & maths tuition. 1830-2130
17th dec (sun) - ANCO examination day [wah piangz!! *faints*]
18th dec (mon) – maths tuition. 1830-2130
25th dec (mon) - maths tuition. 1830-2130

***

busy me ehs? ahahhas. tt;s not the end of it of course. still got usual acitvities, enrichment courses for the taiwan trip, gatherings, projects&group meetings etc. but somehow i am looking for this year;s holiday. though pack. BUT i guess it will be fun. ahahhs. LALALALA. i waiting for things to keep me occupy. guess this will be enough bahs. or maybe i need more hahas.

subject combination coming le!! so scared nia!! hope i will in to the clas i want. but the chances are like so dim/not so bright. pray hard ehs!!

will update if i got more things for my holiday. BUT look my holidays are almost gone!! ahhahas. esp dec. like no need come home sleep like tt. ahahhas. lalalalalala.

byepeople. takecare n enjoy for all you can for the hols!! hohoho. <33

NOTHING TO DO

2006-10-13T15:22:00.000+08:00

NOTHING TO DO so decide to blog. so many things happened this year. here's a song i wan to intro. very de nice-cy okays!!

BEAUTIFULSOULby JESSE MCCARTNEY

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

~~~
nice song ehs? ahahahs.

byebye people. shall update again if i have the time ;)

exams OVER le~~~

2006-10-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! exams are over le. ahahhahs. today maths, DAMN DIFFICULT!! i din do 1o marks. LOL. hahas. si liao lahs. wish me luck. think is bcoz i din get the 12 angels de blessing tt'why. i need the 12 angels~~~ ahhaas. really man, those papers which i get blessing from the angels, i found those papers quite easy. others like very difficult without those angels. i want the angels. LOL.

anyway, still exams are over. whoosh. how time flies. hahas. this year seem to pass so fast. probably due to happy times hahahs. dunoe lehs. anyways BUT still nvm. ahahhas.

hey you the word PLAY. faster come out now. i need you noW!! YOU HEAR ME?? ahhahas. play play play play until siao!! woohoos~~~ ahahahs. LALALALALA.

finally cn sleep to my fullest le. hippie!! muahahahs. my dearest bed, dun need to miss me like before le. cause i gona hug you everyday. hehe. ahhaas.

NOW
i can SLEEP to my fullest
i can EAT to my fullest
i can TALK to my fullest
i can PLAY to my fullest

hahas. if you guess it correctly. you are right. tt;s the way pigg-s should live. do it the pigs' way! yays~~ hahahs.

bad dday

2006-10-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

bad dayy to start off. with me catching SOMEONE taking my bag, all thanks to my ultra eyes, so far also cn spot it. eh slut, think hide behind pillar i dun know arh? fuck you lahs, try to insult my intelligence. jidangao. tmd. can you dun be so shameless?? always taking my things n passing off as yours. dun you have any shame?? FUCK lahs. FUCKING ASSHOLE SHAMELESS SLUT!!! I REALLY FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU ONE TIGHT SLAP! HOW MANY HAVE YOU TAKE MY THINGS WITHOUT PERMISSION AND PASSING OFF AS YOURS. fucking asshole. last time still take my whole pencilcase away just bcoz you have PSLE. you think i freaking care. hopeless bitch!!. still dare to lie and say tt i give you tt bag. you go n die lahs. kns asshole. KNNCCB!! you make me say tt word de. FUCK. you might as well go n die. why must you stay to irritate me. FUCKING BITCH!!. still trying to action. so wad you make her cry, in the past, you dun even dare to stand up against her. and shout back at her. humji freak. always copy this copy tt. wad font i use you also wanna use. n BTW excuse me those bags are mine, not yours, dun be so dun wan face n take it n say it is yours. how SHAMELESS can you get?? HOW MANY TIMES MUST I STRESS DE WORD SHAMELESS DEN CN YOU GET TT WORD IN YOUR BRAINLESS HEAD!! ASSHOLE~~~~

to another SOMEONE. stop denying the fact tt you din take it when the actual fact is you did take. kns lahs. asshole~~~ taketaketake. go n die lahs. wu gui wang ba dan!! wad a bistard!!! FUCK!! STILL DARE TO TAKE MY PENS AWAY. ANOTHER SHAMELESS ONE. NABEI FUCK LAH!! TIMES AFTER TIMES I DIN EXPOSE YOU OR DO ANYHTING TO SHAME YOU INFRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS. I CAN CHOOSE TO DO IT. JUST TT DUN WAN YOU TO BE EMBARASS INFRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS TT;S ALL. DUN WAN FACE. JUST BECAUSE YOU JUST LEARN THE CHEEBYE DEN YOU STARTED USING IT IN EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE YOU SPOKE. WAD ARE YOU TRYING TO SHOW?? SHOW TT YOU VERY LIAN IZZIT. I KNOW MORE VUGLARITIES MORE DEN YOU DO, IT IS JUST TT I DUN WAN TO USE IT. SO JUST SCRAM OFF ASSHOLE. another BITCH~~~

TMD. ONE SENTENCE TO CONCLUDE IT ALL.
SISTERS ARE SUCH A DISASTER. AND MIND YOU, I AM REFERING TO THOSE TT ARE YOUNGER DEN YOU. BITCHES SUCKS!!

btw the hcl was a killer man!! bloody asshole. so difficult. left maths only. haiz. must pia liao arh!! KAMPATEK!!>

OBAKSAN :)

day??

2006-10-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

sleep makes someone day! indeed. hahas. tok with lokhang for abit, some chatups den tok lame tings blah blah.. etc. i am such a joker sak hahas. den ended off with both of us telling each other to take care. like auntie n uncle talk sak ahahhas.

nvm. shall end here. le.
si OBAKSAN =(

NIGHTS PEOPLE.

tired>> i NEED sleep!!!

2006-10-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

tired nia. left with 2 papers. HCL&MATHEMATICS. den i can say ~~GOODBYE~~ to my textbooks le!! muahahhas. byebye loe.

GEOGRAPHY PAPER
today chio bu ms koh come invigilate us!! hahas. den guanfeng is amking every single opportunity to ~~get close~~ interact with her. so se lehz!! ahahas. paper still okays bahs. my-waking-up in the night was not wasted afterall!! but still quite difficult. hopefully cn get at least a2 bahs. wan to take geo next yr. i hope so lahs.

den after tt went lunch with mic n sinyee. den brought sparkling juice to mic house n drink due to MICHAL;s recommendation. it turn out to be not so nice, at least did not meet my expectations. but still nvm. went her house, so comfy den jiu fall asleep le. so tried sia, den wake up le. still very tired. but at least got rest abit le.

tomorrow HCL le. cnt study hopefuly can ace it. budden i am not going to study for it cause cannot study also. i gona use the time for my maths. more important.

tt;s about it. bye people. shall update again if i haf de time. ;)

IMISSYOU.REALLY. <33

PAINFUL DAY ;(

2006-10-10T19:55:00.000+08:00

started off with eng, tmd i so scared sia!! tot very difficult. in the end?? still OKAY lahs!! ji dan we teo cheated twice liao lor, first LIT now eng!!! *&^*%%^%^#@$ i tot very difficult lor!! qi si wo!! den i do until so carefully!!! nvm forget about it. since it is over liaos. tomorrow geo!! must pia le!!

den after tt, walk to mic de house with sinyee, victor, and obviosly michal =.='' den cook den wash den play den talk den sleep.

den after tt go park play!! thanks to OBAKSAN VICTORxp, he throw that dumb swing den it landed at the back of my HEAD!! pain sia!! qi si wo le. den after tt, thanks to mic who step on my foot, den cut it due to her SUPER ULTRA powerful slippers ;x, it cut my leg!! duoble injuries!!! T.t den went to play slide, knock my head. 3RD ONE!!

den went home, eat liaos, den went to make myself a cup of drink, rush to the fridge, den knock my kelian de toe onto the fridge, den feel wet wet de. den the next moment, i realised tt my toe BLEED!! fourth time. PAIN arh~~

den ask my WONDERFUL sister, ask her to help me go buy things SEVERAL TIMES. LOL. THANKS ARH!! but still i treat her things eat, so minus off ;) see i din fail my maths!! ahahhas.

PAINful DAY
blood-disaster T.t

go to mic house to get back my book le~~
BYE PEOPLE~~~

2006-10-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

nothing matters anymore!! really. i am getting sick and tired of so many things now. i feel so vexed.

first is my dad.
he actually ask me to go to sleep when i haven revise a single chap of my SCIENCE. wad the hell. SLEEP?? it dun worth a penny as compared to STUDIES alright?? actually is i have time to study but i cn only concentrate during the night. wad you expect me to do? in the end i din study for it. FUCK!! SOMEMORE it is the most important sub!! BASTARD!! I HATE YOU!!

DEN due to some matters i am getting hell vexed now. seems tt lots of things is crashing on me, i just cun seem to breathe. draining me all my energy away. before i am done with one, tones more came in? wad exactly do they want? must i die den will they happy? WTF. i am getting so frustrated these days. i am tired..really. cun anyone spare a thought and stop being so selfish.. everything i do i do. think i wad? superwoman arh? why cun you try doing it? den will you feel my stress. family, study, relationships, all these?? BULLSHIT X( FUCK.

the font does not tell everything...

oh yea, wad if you are not happy?

2006-10-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

oh yea, to the person mention, if you are not happy wiht my post or WADSOEVER, see tt tiny cross on the top right hand corner. thank you. lalallallalas.

I HATE YOU

WAD CAN YOU DO TO ME???

PRECIESLY

NOTHING!!

BLEAHS!!

LYNN is a total BITCH can??

2006-10-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

really man i tell you she total bitch lor!! jidangao!!! ^$%$%^%#**(&*%$#

first she told a guy which she dun like at all, how much she love him. wtf man!!
she just stead bcoz she wanted a stead. tmd.
somemore the guy treat her so good
even the girl is wrong, he still stand up for her!! tmd where to find such a good stead!!!
say until den i jiu sibei hot liaos!!!
tmd. si gikna!!

you know wad she tell her stead when she wan to break up??
she told him this
,"i had NEVER like you at all. bryan tan is the ONLY one i love.
i have tried to love you, but i just cun.

****
WAD THE FUCK MAN??? how cn she do tt to tt guy?? she also nv go pee and see herself in the urine. go take a look in the mirror or izzit tt you too poor, cun even afford a proper mirror, NVM,
i shall be a kind soul n give you one, dun need return. but wait a minute, before you look into the mirror, get an ambulance FIRST. least you freak yourself out when you see the mirror and get a heart attack or something. but actually also good. you done yourself one good deed by uprooting yourself up n disappear from this world and make it a more condusive area for ones still living in it. THANK YOU! ;)

hey still remember?

2006-10-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

hey 2d`o6 peeps! still remember the handout ms see gave to us regarding tips on studying for exam? well i ~~dig~~ found mine while tidying up my ~~ever-so-messy~~ cupboard. hahas.

well basically it is too late. cause most of it states to get prepared way ahead of the exam. but when is my exam? TOMORROW!! si liao lahs. den it also tells about not having a heavy diet before exam, have a regular place/seat/area for studying so that your mind can automatically switch to studying when you sit on tt place. glad to announced, i found mine!!! which is the left seat beside the window. i started sitting there while memorizing my exam/test etc, since the time i study fot my koto. amazing right?? somoehow i manage to study there. another seat which i use to study is the dinning table. my usual seat. but i dun sit there so often le, cause i will end up ~~eating~~. hahas. pig ehs?

anyways, it also says tt the tempearature cannot be too hot, must be colder den room temperature, more prefebly, 19degree celcius. now tt explains why i can only study in the night and just cun seem to study in the day. all fit in prefectly right?? hahahs.

next up, individual or group study, it says to have a mixture of both tt would be good. and yes, great to say tt, i did have a mixture of both. muahahhahs. oh yea always find one more disciplined than you!! means one more fierce den you de lahs. well this fits too.

anyways hope the above information benefits you. well for once, my blog is useful right?? ahahahs. got to admit tt, dun you?? ;p

got to eat my dinner n shun bian call dear le.
bye`people.
LOVEu

ATTENTION!!! i am now certified siao ;)

2006-10-08T15:52:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!!
i'm certified siao ;)

hahhaas. tomorrow science paper liaos.
BUT still, i ~~have not~~ start studying. :)
gosh man and i was like still have 15 chapters to go?
man i really got to say goodbye to the word ~~sleep~~
lalalalalaa.. ze me ban. lalalalalalalala. no motivation AGAIN ;(

tomorrow o3`month le. kekex. time pass so fast sak. but so suay sia. tomorrow exam. you a-maths, i science. anyways. jiayous togther okays. kampatek!! LOVEu <33

2006-10-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

siansiansians. dunoe play spider solitaire for dunoe 28616486515846158458 rounds. ALSO i din kept to my online-half-an-hour rule, online way past it!!

woohoos
cham le, ahahhahas. bad sign ehs. haiya coz monday science paper. stressed mahz. duhz!!

okays i am tired le.

nights`people.

~~I HATE YOU~~

2006-10-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

LUCKY

This is a story about a girl named Lucky...
Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go...
Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?
And they say...
CHORUS
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and
she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?
And they say...
CHORUS-
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart thinkin
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night
Best actress, and the winner is...Lucky!'
I'm Roger Johnson from Pop News standing outside
the arena waiting for Lucky!
Oh, my God...here she comes!
(here she comes, here shes comes)
Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life then
why do tears come at night?
CHORUS
And they say!! she's so lucky shes a star
But she cry cry cries
In her lonely heart thinking
If there's nothing(nothing)
Missing in my life!
then why do these tears come at night!
she so lucky
but she cry cry cries
in her lonely heart thinking
if there's nothing
missing in my life
then why do these tears come at night!
****

currently song i am listening to now, somehow the song suit my feelings. but not the lyrics.
these few days, i get frustated very easily sia. dunoe why. so is today. NO EXCEPTION EHS!!.
THANKS TO THAT BITCH EHS!!

FUCK

WHY BOTHER TO CENSOR IT EHS?

FUCK

I JUST LOVE SAYING THAT!

WAD CAN YOU DO?

CUN DO ANYTHING RIGHT?

DEN JUST SIMPLY FUCK OFF!

THANKS :)

lalalalalalalalalala...another sian day

2006-10-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

so sian nia. after tomorrow den jiu science paper liaos!! zhe me ban zhe me ban!!!

lallalaallala.. forget it. shall pia for it liaos!!!!!!!!!

a good-for-nothing post again. =.='''

2006-10-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

tada. i am so sians now. so come here visit my darling blog le. lalallalallalalal. siansiansian. gona start my revision for science tomorrow. so yea, wun be online for long period of time le. lalalalal. still i will go and visit my swings de. after ever paper. muahahhas. to unwind myself you see.

say good bye to the ~~slack~~, welcome the hardworking me!!
hhahas how i hope ehs. my goal now lalalalallalalal. sians sia. recently i am addicticed to spider solitaire, anyway pardon me for my bad english n spelling, ren jia english lan bobian. paiseh arh!!

lalalalalalla..
stupid post, but still i love it all the same.

be it
big or small
tall or short
fat or slim
black or white
good or bad

STILL
i am happy to say that i LOVE all the same. ahhas.
dun you think i am getting somehow high?? okays forget it, you cun see it too. hahas. lalalal.
moodswings but nvm. hahas. i go watch teevee liao.

GOODBYE.
i just like the sight of me&you. 090706 <33

A OPEN SORRY TO THE OWNER OF http://iisolateddmii.blogspot.com

2006-10-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

here is a open apology to the very disturb owner of http://iisolateddmii.blogspot.com/

in her post on o3`oct. she say tt she is very irritatted with people who lifted things in her blog.
but look:

some interesting theory i take from people de blog. there is a further up. check them up at http://iisolateddmii.blogspot.com/

***
see i did put acknowledgement right? so no IP laws involved. you too say that you took it somewhere from the net. so yea. no wrong ehs? blog, a public place. still it is your copyright. but look okays, i did put acknowledgment. so yea. if you are still hell irritated by this, still i am willing to say sorry.

***
wah piang!! wad if the one she say in her blog is not me, den wo bu shi si bei malu!! dui lian lehz~~~ but still JUST IN CASE it is me, den jiu shld be okays liao bahs. anyways a sorry saves a lot of things, so why save it, it is free anyways. hahas.

lalalalalalal.
our o3 months is coming le. 091006 <33. LOVEYOUmuacks.

nights` people.

mixture of feelings again

2006-10-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

had lit in the morning. damn difficult the paper. wad i haf study all din come out. tmd fucking tcher. i study until 2plus in the morning. but in the end none of it came out. wtf?? trying to make a fool out of us?? FUCK IT man. haiz,,,forget it.

den after lit jiu went to play swings liao need to unwind myself sia. been so stressed up recently. wish to stay on swing forever, wont it be nice. while walking through yishun park with michal, saw a grp of kids. so cute sia. all small small de. boys n girls play tgt. so innocent sia. hahas. so cute. arrgh!! i wan to bring home one. hahas

to you
somehow my heart got a suan suan de feeling i dun noe why. but still it is your freedom to the things you like. no right to stop you. suibian ni lahs. :(

to you
somehow i just dun like you. and i just dun like when you talk to him. telling me how rou ma de things he say to you. wad are you trying to show me? yea i admit i am kinda of jealous, well at least i care alright. i hate you. :(

to you
if you think that the friendship between you and me is so fragile den i also got nothing to say, for i have no right to change the way you think, it is up to you. you n her always so close. whenever she is near you, i cun even talk to you. wad you expect me to do, of course i am going to find someone else. after all you are not my everything!! bleah :(

to you
you have always been a great friend. though we had some arguments, but we still patch up like before. but still i dunoe lahs. haiz. complicated ehs. shuang le.

***

next up science paper. tmd gona si cham cham liaos. haiz. ji dan. i flunk my eng paper 1 n hmt paper 1 liao. lit also flunk liao. if science i flunk really cn go tiao lou liaos.

why things had turn out to be so complicated? why cun it be simple?? yyyy so many y i wan to find out. but who is there to hear me out and answer all my doubts?? haiz forget it lahs. your happy cn liaos. fan zheng everytime also your happy de mahs. people unhappy i confirm go there help de, but has anybody realised tt i haf not been feeling happy? cun you see through the strong front i put up?? haiz. guess no one see it through too... tmd depressed again. ji dan gao..forget it.

goodbye people``

to you, my very special friend.

2006-10-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

mixture of a thousand feelings now..probably due to talk last night bahs. brainwash me, make me realized alot of things. he told me to treasure him before he is gone. for unless he is gone i may never know how important he is to me. den when he is gone den too late le. yea maybe he is right, but maybe i may not feel the pain as much as compare to him. i dunoe bahs. probably this is the one that i really try to be serious and put feelings into it. but it din out like wad i expect, maybe like wad they say, the more you put in, when you fall, it will be extremely painful.

but still after the talk ytd, well i try to keep it going as long as possible. (:

-thanks for always picking me up when i fall, or before i actually fall, you pull me back. thanks :)
thanks again for being such a great friend, always there when i needed you, THANKS!

NO ~~PANGSEH-ING~~ okays!!
*gou gou shou*
to you:
a GREAT friend always <33
dun worry, you are also very important to me. must feel honour hor, you think everybody important to me de meh?? hahas.

byebye lor, shall update if i have time tonight.

p.s. from today onwards, if anyone caught me online-ing me for more den half an hour, tell me to SHUT that com of mine and ask me go study okays!!! your efforts wil be greatly appreciated.;)

the four-people theory

2006-10-01T21:02:00.001+08:00

Every person will need to find the four people in their lives.

The first person is you.
The second person is the one you love most.
The third person is the one who love you most.
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your live with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most and learn how love feels.

Because you know how love feel so you can find the person who loves you most. When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most doesn’t love you. The one, who loves you most, is never the one you love most.

And the one you spend your live with is never the one you love most or the one who love you most.

He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time. Which person are you in other people’s life?

***
some interesting theory i take from people de blog. there is a further up. check them up at http://iisolateddmii.blogspot.com/

###
well i agree. all of them will never be the same person. toot toot#3

nights`all people. <33
-gona finish my ever-piling-maths-homework.
if not i going to bei ya shi le. T.t

2006-10-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

FUCK
FUCK
HOW MANY TIMES MUST I BREAKDOWN THIS MONTH??
FUCK.
I AM TIRED LIAOS
I AM SICK OF TIRED OF EVERYTHING

L O S T. GOODBYE.

2006-09-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

BIG

sorry

MR ONG JIA HON

***

bu hao yi shi >.<>paiseh yesterday. now making a public apology liao. dun reject it liao. later my turn paiseh, i sure to wack you de!! and also sorry for not calling you.

-`dear, sorry never call you. paiseh. hahas. <33

nights`all people

conincidence

2006-09-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

COINCIDENCE
so many things happen nia.
the handphone number
the blogskin.
so xie men hahas.

****
the way we met each other was so weird n funny
den dunoe wad happened become close friend
den become brothers
nvm our next goal
get to the same university!!

muahahas. must jiayou hor~!!!

lallalalallalla
sians diao. my movtivation bu jian diao liao!! arrgh but still i am going to study!! byebye!!

2006-09-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

STUDYSTUDYSTUDY
everybody put study in their nic.
which leaves me no choice.
i got to put study also. =.=''

well, of coz must study la, no study wan to be cleaner izzit? cai bu yao leh!!!
so now i must study liaos. so ji dan sia.

nevermind. i shall study den.
say goodbye to the word ~~play~~ for the time being. let it rest first den wait for it to charge. so that after exam cn play until siao liao!! ahahas. i think too far liao.. nvm..lalallala
may the 12 cute cute angels bless me. *wish*..hahaas. fantasy liao..hahas. ok i am abit crazy liaos

nights`all <33

first day of my eoy

2006-09-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

ok today is the first day of my EOY~!!
ARRGH hahahs ok i woke up late ~~as usual~~
walk to school with sinyee and michal
den when we reach school we din know we are late we still stroll in lor. cause saw kah kin outside there too. den midway saw jiahon n company still standing there. and and we were somehow late lah.. hahas.

stanley still in hospital so sad. so we got mrs foo to relieve us for our geography lesson. okay english was pretty okays lahs. i just run out ideas tt's all. den recess eat damn lot. den hcl paper 1 liaos. okays i was hell paiseh cause i remember during MYE i fall asleep den ms see woke me up. den during EOY this time i did the letter one pretty fast. den i sleep again BUT this time is ms tan who woke me up!! paiseh sia. hahas. haiz. bo bian ytd too late sleep le. den very tired. anyaway i did the newspaper article one. think is was pretty easy. but in the end i still dun know wad i was writing. =.=''' nvm.

den went to pack first aid ki with shin ee, jun fei. actually we were supposed to learn how to pack the first aid kit. but in the end, boon keong did everything as usual. hahas. people hardworking. cnt blame them. btw the sec 3s got hospital duty!! so envious sia. hahas. ok lahs. we will probably get out turn next year. i hope. shall end here will post again tonight if i have the time.

bye people.

get to the same university together

fucking bitch

2006-09-25T22:05:00.001+08:00

MY ~~ONCE~~ best friend!!

oh come on strike that sentence out. idiot fucking bitch. you make use of me to get revenge think i dun know arh. SIBAICHI!!! fuck you!! nono cnt fuck you. also nobody want to fuck you!! cbk!! FUCK YOU!! I AM NOT THAT STUPID TO TRUST YOU AGAIN FAT ASS!! SO FAT NIA!! THIGHTS SO FAT AND BIG AND DISGUSTING!!! puipuipui. BULLSHIT AGAIN!! DUN NEED TO FACE YOU LE. SPOIL MY APPETITE CN. BYEBYE FEMALE DOG!! once a dog, forever a dog~!!! dun ask me who izzit..you know it clearly yourself!! stop acting innocent!! you not innocent at all~!! ALRIGHT!

-/ DEAR, take good care of your leg wor!! x))

nights`all people

pekcek

2006-09-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

pekcek ;(

oh well i am getting fucking pekcek due to some person out there. it is like so wth cn. one say one. two say two. dunoe say dunoe. fuck cn. ji dan gao. you think you some tpe of princess or empress har? fuck you lahs. cb. knn. ask you so ma fan tmd. if you dun wan to go say it in the FIRST place okays. wtfh. aiya FUCK lahs. nice word to use. fuckfuckfuck. zzz. damn fucking pekcek now. actually it is just a small thing right? tmd i also dunoe why i so hot. jidan sak. aiya forget it. tomorrow archery liaos. ~~die liao lahs~~ aiya forget it. gona flunk it like any other test i did after sch reopen.wth. aiya. tmd why i today so easily irritated ;(

FUCK

man nice word ;)

-stop your acting skills it sucks! BOO =(!! BLEH =P

JIAHONistheBEST~!!!

nights` people

This is just fun
This is just funny

Girl: I'm always here for you
Boy: I know
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't liny....tres predictable!
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say
Girl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me .
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did?

great way to confess ehs ;x well whether it is great or not. it is up to you.;)

2006-09-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

for once i thought you were my best buddy, best sister
everything was a lie, a plot, a trap
and i actually fall right into it.

i cnt believe you do this to me.
i ask yk to repeat tt sentence to me several times,
i cun believe my ears
i cun believe wad she say
i cun believe wad you did

you really defeat me in and out
it was shattered once again
to a million pieces
i think back the times we share
the endless nights we spend talking about our plans and future
the days we studied together
the projects we do together
the secrets we share

we luff tgt
we talk tgt
we play tgt
we study tgt
we run tgt
we walk tgt
we shop tgt

memories play like a film without sound
believe it anot
i treasure those memories
i really do
every memories spent was craved deeply in my mind
it was never erased
i never wanted to
but you make feel like i am a fool
to take in every single word you say
i am not a fool
just that i trust you too much

and wad you did to it
betrayed it
manipulated it
thrash it

i really cnt take it anymore.
rmb the times when you are been outcast??
i tried to be friends with you
depsite others warnings
i dun give a damn about it
how true was all these warning
the time when you stepped into my life
i was at my lowest
i thought it was a bliss to have you here
thus i treasure you in my hands

but wad do i get in the end?
i get nothing but betrayal
is this how you treat someone
who pei you walk through the darkest days of your life
who pick you up when you fall
who cheer you up when you are down
who stay up late at night just to finish the project so tt you cn sleep early
who try to change how things are just bcoz you suggested so
who trusted you so much yet you betray it
who back you up when poeple discriminated/insulted you
who falls out with people just bcoz they dun like you

i really feel so much like a fool
it was worse than last time
last time i cn still feel the hatred
but now i cnt feel a single thing
numb- do you call it tt??
i dun know
i really dunoe wad to do with you
i really dunoe wad to do

tears fall when i think back the memories we spent
it was beautiful
but to think tt all these was just
a hoax
a lie
a trap
a plot

drenched in sadness
covered in emptiness

i din know it hurt so much
i din know your impact to me would be tt great

times after times
i choose to forgive you
yet you take it for granted
labelling others as friendship breaker
when you yourself are one

the devil horns behind the angelic face
the wolf covered in lamb hide
the ugly face behind all those beautiful mask
the sinister laughter behind all those sweet talk

how beautiful, angelic, innocent you have disguised yourself
but too bad i have seen through it
time washes off the colours

wad am i supposed to do?
wad exactly do you wan me to do so that you cn change yourself
for i really wan you as my friend back once again..

saturday

2006-09-16T22:19:00.001+08:00

SATURDAY

had archery of coz in the ~~god damn~~ morning. of coz i was late ~~as usual~~, cab to school ;x and i shooot quite a few grouping!! adjusting really helps!!! hahas. somemore got 2 is in the yellow circle okays!!

sad thing was:

i gona ~~flunk~~ pass my theory and pratical archery exam
i lost my movtivation!! i need PHANG SHIN EE!! CAN YOU HEAR MI? faster come and scold me!!!
yiru din come!! sad sia~!!
i dunoe how to do my stupid-idiotic dnt folio!! tmd!!! shit tt PI GU WANG!!

alright after went to study ~~chitchat~~ with zhengshun, gongjing, guanfeng, michal and DEAR (can see liaos mahs ;x LOL)

actually also not study lor, gongjing n zheng shun went for sightseeing while waiting for guanfeng's arrival. den do alittle bit. den chit chat liaos den after train home with michal den home sweet home, den mum went for dinner. den like tt den now i am here blogging liaos.

homework for the weekend:

prepare for oral topics
HCL lead portal
prepare for idiom test n another 25 idiom
~~maths~~
~~archery theory exam~~
~~geo wks~~
lit workbk
dnt folio
dnt test -15.16.17.18
IMF- article preparing

so many sia. gona knock out soon z.z

anyway mi invent new icon for yawn =() muahahas cute bahs ;)

kayys nights all`
loveyoulots <33

yuki's birthday

2006-09-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

lessons pretty boring as usual, hu cares oh nvm. and i actually NEARLY sleep through the whole sci class. tired mahs. z.z den cnt tahan liao den fall asleep le hahas.

next up: yuiki de birthday
started off with sophia and i treating yuiki real cold den bluff her wad we no money nv brought her anything, den treat her my special cucumber delight den she went real sad. JUST THEN, THE CAKE ARRIVED!!!! den she was so touched that she cried!! so cute muhahhahas. den sang her birthday song, make a wish, blow candle, cut the cake. so nice hahas. LALALALALA cnt expect band and st. john can blend so well right. muahhahas LALALA.. very soon is my birthday liaos. i am gona come up with wishlist soon le muhahahhas.

nights people` so tired sia *yawns*

2006-09-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

new day new thoughts!

started off going to school in great embarrassment due to my SUPER ULTRA BAD haircut.
okays people started asking about it. alright den i tell the truth den they say i am siao. hahas bo bian lahs. nvm den. dnt started off pretty badly den okays liaos. den saw xuemin n weitien with the hei bai converse bag. well actually yk n i intend to use it but decided not as we scared to dirty our white white de bag. and we brought it way before september starts so yea if we bring the bag dun say we copy okays!

nextup lesssons pretty boring and went on and on. and some lame crap idiot keep smsing me, whihc i choose to ignore. so many free smses give me lahs. wad a waste to sms someone who dun even reply you right. aiya nvm anything he wants lor. i am so not going to reply his msges!

after school! i get real crazy and high. started off with the stupid chopsticks joke den mun chung came to sit with us to hav lunch tgt. while he went to buy drinks somehow i cnt stand de temptation but to nib some of his food off hahas (people hungry mahs ;x). when he came back with his drink he saw de food he just say: forget it! treat it as some donations. hahas i was laughing my head off. damn it funny ass. den next i try to drink his ho2 but the bottle could not be open. den i do some lame things and in the end i help him to get the bottle open tt's all. den i help him off and started off with my cucumber delight. and mun chung's friend call nicsholas i think came to sit with us. and it was hell funny with me getting so hell high there promoting my cucumber delight hahahs. den mun chung go liao den yk saw elina den we decide to say hi to her. den she see me she say: wad happened to your hair?? den i came up with the lame story that while i was cooking egg, i forget to off the gas and an explosion occurs and tada here goes my hair hahas. okays all that was crap. den we decided to go yk de hse to do dnt. do and do until we sian liao den we go her house there de playgorund and play my all time favourite: swing!!! hahas. it was hell relaxing can imagine all your troubles and stress are all gone le! den we decide to walk here and there, and just when no body is watching i play with the water (cause got pool mahs xd) den a guard appear out of no where den we pretend nothing happen den jiu walk away le. hahas. den the afternoon we were so high (thanks to me coz i was joker okays!!) den both of us luff until we headache den cab home.

today i feel so mighty settle some family problems and tada and btw i hate my younger sister.

lalalalalalalalala...beautiful day~!!

nights`people

tada

2006-09-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

tada. net friends rocks ehs.

long time no talk still remember me, touched sia!
especailly to
johnson
eric
and the unknown la x 10

LOL. nothing much just crap. just to thank them for making my life beautiful =) <33
your guys make me feel that i am not forget ;x

2006-09-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

oh yea... back to LYNN ONG WANG LING the tinnie winne PRIMARY SIX student with lots of BIG ATTITUDE!!

FIRST LET'S SEE HOW BITCHY CAN SHE GET!

duno who call me a bitch = female dog in the phone at first when she could not win me using civilised language!
keeps on bombing my house phone like non-stop hits.
bangs my beautiful classy wooden door like drumming, behaving like loansharks when she acutally wanted to look for my sis
when we open the door, she stands in a dumb formation accompany by her hei wu chang with a 'killing aura' surrounding her.
addicts to my sister to an extend to look up for her everyday and talk on phone every single minute., forcing me to go bonkers for not having a phone to use!!!
dares to stead but dun dare to go out with her stead alone to yishun park to pak tor, and ask my sister to accompany her.
thinks she only have stead people dun haf (come on lahs, your stead also not very shuai, mine dunoe how much better den yours, right dear?)
label my mum as a bitch when i think she is SUPER COOL AND CUTE AND MIGHTY to me.
my mum not there a lion, my mum just raise her voice A LITTLE BIT, turns into a SMALL PATHETIC MOUSY squeaking.
claims that sec 2 no big deal when the actual fact is that, sec 2 really no big deal but still is bigger than a PRIMARY SIX GIRL GIRL
being lectured my mum for being so impolite
being diao by people during flag day (gosh how ke lian can she get??)
an ignorant bitch who dunoe the rules and implicates family members!!
always lose in an argument
had a wonderful stead who loves her unconditionally yet she dun treasures it well and fall for other people (dun say dun haf, dare to say, i post his name!)
it is the seventh month, and yet she is always walking around like those hei bai wu chang (the black and white guards in hell). IT SCARES OKAYS!!
thinks she is hell pretty when she is not
being such a sore loser who ask people to shut up when she could not win tt person in talking.
likes to use the word 'fuck' so much, behaving like someone who does not know the actual meaning of it.
thinks herself to be so great when she is so tiny.
insulting people when she is no better and in fact WORSE!

tt's not the end people, there is more to come alright!!! zzz bitchy right?? i understand. wadever dude. she is so afraid of me saying her a bitch in my blog tt she wanted me to delete my post in xchange of hers which i rejected of course. dumb ass.. scare i post the truth arh!! ben dan!!!

2006-09-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

today i experience the greatest moondswing of the week [ihope xp]
first i was crying like mad due to some matters [-shit tt fucking auntie =/]
den next i was laughing my head off toking our CHILDHOOD days with yuiki [love you loadds hahas]
den my tears fall T.T

cause
cause
cause
cause
cause
IT WAS TOO HILARIOUS ;x

hahas. well it is true. imagine one cute cute de xiao hai zi who cries everytime she get a haircut or if she saw someone with a ugly haircut
den she saw at her ah gong ah ma who just had a haircut [which is quite a retro one ].
she pointed at them with her little finger and started crying
her grandparents stared at her with bewildered looks and ask her why she is crying
she say: your..your..your..your...your haircut very ugly.. *waaaaaaaa**waaaaaaa* (started crying)

hahas imagine ;x how cute the scene can get. i shall not reveal who is the cute girl hahas. keep you guys in suspense (more fun xD)

i give up
i dunoe wad to do
i really dun understand you
forget it nia
since it is such a pain for the both of us
might as well end it right??

i am tired

2006-09-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

lynn ONG is such a BITCH!!
lalalalalalala.. rite for shiok de. hahas.

i decide to slow down
to take a rest
not to move so fast
a break is needed inorder to survive a longer distance

okays crap again
bye dudes

2006-09-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

MOODSWINGS~~!! ARRGH

sometimes happy sometimes sad
sometimes angry sometimes mad

aiya dunknow wad the bloody hell is going on in me
wadeva crap i toking

bullshit. above was crap.

haiya dunoe lahs. everything seems so COMPLICATED.
why cnt it be simpler??
why those science thoeries be riten in words tt even kindergardens cn understand
rite in those chim words. who cn uunderstand you tell me??
haiz forget it. i still cnt get over my 28/100
SO DUI LIAN. haiz. forget it. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

I HATE YOU!
YOU ARE ALWAYS TRYING TO PICK A FIGHT
I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU
YOU ARE SO SELF CENTERED
you only care about yourself
since when have you spare a thought for me
forget it i dun even think you care x(

tobeabandonbythewholeworld
thatsthefeelingihavenow
ineedsomeonetosharemytroublesandproblems
ineedsomeonetohearmegrumbleandcomplain
butnooneisthere
idunoewhatiamdoingnow
everythingidoseemstobewrong
ifeelsomushincaptive
ilongtobefree
ilongtobeataplacewhereicanhavethefreedomihadneverhad
ilongtoholdontoatimewherenothingmatters
butizzitpossible?
idoubtso
nobodyunderstandsme
iamtiredofputtingastrongfrontinfrontofpeople
itseemssofake
haizihatemyself
iamnotwhatiusedtobe
ihavechangedcompletely
oncesomeonetoldmeiseemstohavenotrouble
andthatpersonismybestfriend
seemsshealsocannotspotit
denidoubtnoonecan
soijustsmileandwalkaway
hopingtobehappyoncemore
hoppingtobefree
butidunthinkitisPOSSIBLE...

2006-09-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

so many things happen these days.

air between me and shi ting has finally cleared. one of my brithday wish down.
air between me and michal has finally cleared. another birthday wish down.
but i discovered some one else's despicable act
sadden me though haiz..though i and you dun have any open fight so far. but let me tell you. i am getting real FUCK up due to your intolerable attitude. i had enough of it. if you wanna show more. den let mi tell you fuck off and go somewhere else. your presence are less desired from me.

wadeva peeps. not in a good mood these or should i say emotion-less?? haiz. i dun noe wad to say. nothing seems to interest me like it is before. sow ad if i appear to be in great interest. it was just a front tt i put on. believe it or not i it is up to you. i am tired of explaining things. i am tired of the life i am living in. i am tired of so many things. i am just tired. haiz. wad is worst. my disgusting result.

28/1oo how disgusting can i get. dnt man i hate it. haiz. wadeva. i really need to work hard le. i dun wan to disappoint ms see anymore. feel remorseful while watching the tcher day video. really need to buck up le.

the reason - hookbastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things
I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

***

nothing matters anymore
i try to hold on to a time where nothing matters
numbness- the feeling i am having now
i cun feel a single thing now
haiz. and i hate this feeling
the empty-ness
wadeva you call it
forget it
i doubt anyone cares

nights` people

-thanks weiqin for hearing mi ranting like nobody's business
ps. i am sick and tired of making decisions. cnt you guys decide yourselves. wadeva. i am getting real fucked up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG JIAHON aka JAZZSITIN. <33
hope you enjoy your day.

2006-08-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

I took the "What's So Funny?" quiz on gURL.com
		My sense of humor is... Absurd Does nonsense make sense to you? Then absurd comedy might be your fish. Did you know that there is actually a word that means "saying something totally illogical"? It's called a "non-sequitur" and comedians use them to abruptly confuse or surprise you.Read more... What is your sense of humor?

2006-08-26T21:59:00.001+08:00

UNTITLED
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that
I've done No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

i hate you

2006-08-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

bloody hell shut your gap alright!!
you are just one big fat liar!
be it or not, i have seen your true colours, stop sitting there acting cute and innocent! pui arh.
and stop copying my style, you dun have the right to do so. asshole~ privilleges are only meant for special types of virgo. and for you, you are not a virgo for your info so just simply go away before i lose my temper with you.

none of the happy day are spent with you
even if it it, there is always a motive behind
i have heard and seen enough of it myself
think about it yourself, which thing have you done are one that is pure and without a single motive
serve you right for being toyed, you deserved it
everybody hates you, believe it or not it is up to you
i understand the reason behind le, the numourous warnings they give me
i treat them as trash, now i shall pick them up like some priceless stuff

you think i everytime say you cute is true de meh
ahahahs save it lahs, i am juz trying my suan-ing gong on you tt's all
asshole~!!
fuck off
thanks to you, my beautiful day was once again spoil

`-thanks dear for giving me such a nice day.

thoughts of giving up

2006-08-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

thoughts of giving it up is getting stronger as the day by
i really hate the attitude you show me
i dun know it is for real or wad
i really dun understand you even to the slightest bit
guess you won;t understand forget it.
you always dun trust me and i dun even think you had trust me before
n i really dun like tt.
the awkward silences tt still exist sometimes.
we simply just dun have a common topic
maybe we just dun suited for each other.
it is the wrong pieces, it will never fit trust mi
mayb we should not even have started.
all after all are all wrong.
if not him i would not haf started
mayb i and him understand each other more
i really dunoe...

2006-08-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

hey you! listenup

remember the good and bad times we had together
the malls we went to
the roads we crossed together
the punches we give to each other ;x

bits and pieces of us fitted like jigzaw puzzles
din know we could fitted each other so well
every day of us is a note
stringing them up turns into a melody

trust me, you gona believe this
no matter wad happen
be it rain or shine
storm or wind
i will there with you~!!

<33 dear. muacks. copyrighted

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light,
You make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight,
You're the first and last thing on my mind,
You make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

nights all` people.

archery course

2006-08-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

archery course was fun. at first i was thinking.. gosh e bow so long, wait later the bow higher den me den how.. gideon confirm laugh like mad. heng enuff, it was softer den me. it was challenging.. alot of things to look out for like e angle, posture and stuffs, etc. but i picked up quite fast lahs. the instructor was nice hahas, but he seems to pin point alot of my mistakes hahas, like:

NO PINCING THE ARROW, CAUSE IT WILL TAKE REVENGE AND MAKE A U-TURN BACK FOR YOU ( which is kind of true. hahahs. xD)

NO TURNING HERE AND THERE WITH YOUR ARROW

and lots more. but this are most obvious one. and tt instructor was so pek cek tt he say tt if i ever gona pinch tt arrow again, he is gona pinch mi. and he DID REALLY pinch me okays. LOL ;x

den he went patting my head like i am a small kid hahas. but he was fun i admit.

okays last to sum everyhting up:

ARCHERY WAS FUN!! :)

to you:
stop talking about bo liao things to weiliang saying wad we ask the teacher to shut up. and you sound as if it is you doing all these. when the fact tt it was actually yoketing they all behind e scenes, i dun see the point to show off that our class is rebellious, making the seniors thinks that we are rebellious. it make us bad okays. and stop spreading around how we bully tchers, it is e past, we are trying hard transform 2d into guai kia 2d, there you are spreading we are, contradicts lahs. anyways, our standard are higher den you, that is a fact, no bluffs okays, how were you feel lyk if you haf a stead now, and somone tells your stead : ehs you cock eyed arh, this kind of person also choose. how would you feel. dun you think you are abit overboard say wad make her life worse. hey she can alos do it de lor, it is just that if she wan or dun wan. and you say wad we say you act cute, please lor, you are obviously acting cute, dun deny the fact okays. everybody says so. wad people understand and dun understand you. EXCUSE ME. dun be dumb, you say it yourself, you say you dun trust any single one in our class, you say it so loud. haven you care about people's feeling like shu hui and yuiki.. they listen to your grumblrs and everything tot you trusted them, there you were annoucing at the top of the voice, saying you trust anyone. how would they feel. dun you ever use brain. and please, stop thinking you are always right okays, sometimes we too haf wrongs, and take note, can you stop quralling with sgt weiliang.. it is hell annoying lahs, cun you stop qurelling with him. forget it. you seldom heed our advice anyways. do you know the number of time you land us in scoldings by weiliang, thanks to your WONDERFUL attitude. you never know, for goodness sake just change it. since you make the choic, be it den, it is you hu initiate it, dun regret it. you would probably say you wont regret, den be it den.

dear rocks~!

fucked up day

2006-08-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

fucked up day. day was purely idiotic n assy. morning and afternoon was hell good n nice.
i was quite high to speak e truth and A BIT siao to an extend. afternoon was rewarding i finally worked out my thinkings. i want to work hard from today onwards note note note the date 150809. no more slacking le!! thanks alot to my dearest shin ee. love you loadds. together we work together. quite sad to part with you sia. really enjoy the time spending with you.

back to home. nabei lahs. it was disasterous fucking cheebye dad screaming like nobody' asshole business. nabei there kao bei kao bu with his xia lan face. you think i care meh. fucking asshole. fuck lahs. den my eyes like tap like that flow as if no need money like that. and i HATE that.

i am depressed i guess. i dun seem to haf any feeling flowing through me. haiz. forget it bahs....

080906

2006-08-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

o8o9o6. great day wor. hehe. yea lahs yea lahs. one month liaos le. of course go out celebrate. den din catch the ndp.

went to northsoutheastwest of singapore. like one day tour. den in the end ezlink no money sia. coz walk here n there must take mrt. cnt xpect us to fly right.

so we went to hell lot of shopping malls. walking here and there. LOL.

quite nice den alot of things also larr. den brought chenghui's gift..
gandong mahs. muahahahahas. hehe..you will sure like it de. =)

OKAYS SIANS LIAOS. UPDATE SOME OTHER DAY.

nights people. XD

sorry LSH.

2006-08-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

sorry wor.

LEE SIHUI
another great friend of mine. always full of crap. well i like it all the same hahas. blehs =P.
erm..sometimes like infromation provider wor. she know is. actually it is like handphone. xchanging information. muahahs.

realtionships are hard to keep. somethimes i really hate the way you treat me!!

nights people.
ihatepinkcolouredfatballoon!

going soon. i am still counting.

2006-08-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

so fast one month comes n past. din expect tt is past so far. thanks for everything. love you loads.<33 muacks.

we are not e same

2006-08-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

was surfing through some of friends' blog just now..den i realise how strain are e realationship i had with some of them..it has once shattered and it would never be e same anymore. trust mi..everything changes once you enter sec2..yea how true, i miss e days when we still a sec1, innocent, nerd nerd de, so?? it does not matter.. we are still tt pure at that time.

but well people do change like wad i say. i admit i change liaos. haiz. nothing can be brought back. a shattered glass will no longer be the same no matter how much you try to mend it or wad type of superglue you use. it will no longer and neva be the same... trust mi...

friends come and pass..but actualy how mnay will stay and accompany throguh the rest of your friend.

although i hope e following stay with me through..

-jiahon
easy going , fun, nice wad more can you expect. always full of crap. never ever bored hahas. always provide you with most in information..friends froeva!! =)

-yuiki
share secrets, gossips, aiya basically everyday of my life, she also has a part in it, e joys n sorrow we share. best friends foreva. muacks.

-shinee
squadmate, shopping mate, classmate..hahas. how many mates we can share huh..yea agree sometimes you are not eeasy to be with. still i enjoy your company.hehe.

-joyce
mu tuition mate, school mate n shopping mate. somehting like shinee de but e feelings they leave mi are different but hell important too!! i just love the small bickering sessions we had together.

moremoremore
-sophia
-jiahou
-gongjing
-clement
-munchung
-teckwee <3 (not forgeting you =x hahas.)

=ps not saying others not important lahs. it is just that these are the ones that play a greater part in my life. time is not a deciding factor. even if you have know mi longer den those above mention. but soorry people. they are still more important hehe XD

special dedicates
weitien&xuemin
we are not the same like before, guess you can sense it too right. but still i still wish we can go back like what we were. at least still can play together hao mahs??

hey people

2006-08-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

hey people. to those who checking this dead site everyday. thanks:)
okays actually these few days alot of moodswings occur bahs ;x also dun noe wad happened. in school happy. yes . hell happy n crazy. hahas. but back to home. i feel empty. really empty . i dun noe wad is happenning to me. i wan to get to triple science but i just dun feel lyk doing homework. zhen me ban zhen me ban. arrgh.

I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING MY HOMEWORK. INSTEAD I COPY THEM.
I HAVE NOT BEEN SLEEPING ENOUGH. THUS I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING IN CLASS.

wth wad has gotten into me. bloody. i actually forget to bring my socks today, so yea i din attend the parade. i was get kick out. but bad news to people. i still got to attend e actual one de. i am so not going to wash my full u. no matter how much it stinks hehe. sians sians arrgh.

happy birthday swee yong. sweet fourteen. so touch sia when i received e testimonial. thanks:)

going one month le wor..jiayou wor. woots. gogogo. hehe. 5 more days. i am still counting..
090706-the day when we together. never gona forget this.
love you lots. muacks. dsquare rocks. XD

nights people~! happy sleeping. sleeping is good! hehe.

dumb fucking sis

2006-07-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

okays i hate my sister!!! she is fucking fake can. take my things passing off as hers. idiot. fuck lahs. go away can. you break my things right. i shall break yours den. just you wait. shall give you one big fat slap for your digusting face the first thing you wake up. go and die. i dun need you there to take my things and tell your friends it is yours. puipuipui..go n die. arrgh...I HATE YOU.

to sai:
wad is the meaning of this. staring n staring non stop. wan stare go stare other people lahs. dun wan face. write so many disgusting things under your desk no wonder people wan to mess up ur desk, but it is not me.

i dun like you i love you.

oh god wad kind of english is this. it sucks lahs okays..

<3 ilovemydarr.muacks.

nights all. people.

recent things....

2006-07-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

update bcoz da mei nv LEE SIHUI ask de, so yea update lor.
okays ....
recent things let's see gt wad...

-faq
great i flunk it muahahhas. bo bian. gu jun zu zan. very li hai liaos. one against others okays.
acutally is 4 but ck nv bring den out of the quiz. weilaing is there just bcoz e NUMBER NEEDS HIM. wad a good for NOTHING guy. so yea we get into semi-finals. arrgh. gona break de curse. actually cn get into finals de. bcoz i din study for it. haiz. shall work hard next yr le go....go....go...go

-racial harmony
fun i guess. din celebrate with the maid anymore muahahhahas.fun. costume nice. nice comments. yea i enjoy myself ALOT. hehe.

-sec2 bonding session
fun xciting. wad more wad more. hehe. okays i ggt sabo nia. so ke lian.sobx sobx. stupid clement. abish arbish. tao yan ta lahs.
lol.

kays. lahs hand pain le. bb update some other day bahs.

BOO`! i dun look like a PIGG okayyss

2006-07-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

man how well. it rained. practically i also din sleep lahs. i sleep at 12 den wake up at 3 due to some irritating roaring of the thunder. den came the vibration. in the end i giv eup on sleeping. and starteed ringing jiahon. and he told me how amazing his betteles are. ahahs. how cute!!

okays lahs . back to lessons.was having dnt first. how sway. den i was telling lame jokes and riddles among the klaz. which mostly is racist lahs. [paiseh cnt balme me. =P. and i think philip ng is jealous of me coz i get to enjoy attention easily not like him struggling to get just that pathetic amount of attention. sigh. so ke lian haahs. den sudenly 4d come in. oh how great. din really bothers mi much.but siang deng was not there. sobx. how sad ahhas.XD

basicaally i sleep through other lessons coz it is so sian can!! lol.

another sian day. lallallallallalallalalalallallalalallal......

fcuk up

2006-07-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

i am reli fcuk up to tell u de true first let's tok abt slim.

u tink u very prettyy n slim mehs fcuk off lahs dun wan to join den quit it dun sae until u so kelian n still u are clinging on it. u know so many ppl dislike cun u see it. go away n stop telling tales abt others. u kip on asking ppl to be fair when u urself is not fair. wth theory is tt. u lyk to spread abt others but u dun like ppl sae u. wth is this. funny meh. think u are some siant or wadeva. pui. go pee n see ur oh-so-pathetic face. hell wad is all this nia. go n do sth about it okays, i relli cnt take it n EXCUSE mi it is time to wake up stop thinking abt e past. drop it n move ahead. stop clinging on sth when u kip on telling others how much u hate it n yet u still haven quit. if u wan e money sae it. i am sure. all of us will b glad to give u tt pathetic ONE dollar. so for goodness sake juz quit it. the days u are not there were so peaceful n mind you we love the peace n quiteness where we cn play lyk we lyk where there no spoilsport to disrupt us. so yea please quit it okays. thank you very much. ur presence is not wanted by any of us. go away please.

okays nez up short.

u think u are sum pretty sch beau that everyone wants den let mi tell u faster abort this though okays. u are so not pretty. n yupp couple sharing drinks together, it is normal. is that any problem or i should sae business of urs. fuck off. okays. dun noe how cow n u survive tgt. coz shit belongs to cow. stop saeing i am flirt. ass. juz tt nobody bothers to flirt with u den u jealous of ppl den started shouting in ur oh so disgusitng tone: so flirt. oh come on. no one gives a darm about it. shout for all u wan ppl will think that IMH had some insane patients on loose . hahas. funny. oops i forget u gt no sense of humour n absurd sense of lame-ness. it is such a funny joke n comment it as stupid oh come on dun insult ppl's high standard of humour when u precisely dun haf one. n y muz we always give in to u. why should we. u asshole. cn go j8 yet cnt go ppls' hse. funny. shit you lahs. oh yea forget u are one already. dun nid mi to specify i guess u noe hu u are. u nearly make mi lose one of my precious friendship. shoo off. u are so fat. man that is totally disgusting. u fat. imagine ur fats juggling all about. oh how obsence.

the world would be so much peaceful without ppl lyk slim n short around.haiz how i wish. their presence are so not wanted.sigh*

010706-nice day. LOL.

st.jOhn

2006-06-23T21:31:00.000+08:00

lol. st.john. it is so embarrassing . i teo punished sia. coz i shout timing for kekenan lurus right. i shout: up check! 5-4-3-2-1 diam! oh yea toking abt timing!! hong jun break voice. den i luff at him. in the end i break voice too. well i guess voice-breaking runs in DELTA's blood bahs/

***

after tt i bang sia. den i sae pui. den i teo punished liaos wth. humta until i siao!! den leg so pain sia. den i plead with chee kwang sae sgt please i gt no qi le! den ck sae okay lah go fall in. i was lyk thanks ck sia.

***

den after tt FOOT DRILL. again. i hate humta really leh. leg very pain sia. den take out beret n put back en my leg very very pain den nv do den teo again lor. den when doing footdrill. right behind mi is a pundle of water. n thanks to SGT LAM WEILIANG!! he told us to take a step back. n i was humta-ing right on e pundle of water. man good. well fine. there goes my boots. oh well. anyway parade. gosh i had a hard time adjusting e berets well wad cn i sae. they are sec1s guess we muz haf patient mahs.
oh yea e so called dinner is so lyk shit. so disgusting!!!

***

anyway shin ee scolded jun fei si fei zhu!! den chee kwang ans n sae hu called mi si fei zhu?? den weiliang actually intented to punished weilaing. but well counterstrike!! i caught him saeing ta ma de. so yupps/ shin ee escaped all thanks to mi wakakkakka. XDD

***

den we were asked to carry chairs it was lyk so stupid. weiliang purposely asked mi to go carry chairs/ den i see e chairs.

i: dun tell mi u wan us to carry chairs hor??
wl: den wad u xpect
i: everytime u called mi sure no good thing de.

man how true. i was sweating lyk siao. still wan us to carry chairs.oh nvm

after tt gideon acc mi home den he went to buy chicken rice. den uncle sae to mi: xiao mei give way!! den gideon was luffing lyk siao cns.

den after tt uncle sae: nah, xiao di!! ur chicken rice.

LOL!! hahahas. retribution.muahahhas. bleah=P

* i reaally hate you!! man u sucks big time. juz admit you are ***! i hate you!! even ur SL cnt stand you!! asshole f you lahs. pui.

2006-06-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

stupid clement. everyday sae until impt things den off9.sia lahs wan to kill u make mi so worried. i sick liaos still muz worry for u lyk kid lyk tt wth.omg.

i feeling weak all over right now.

2006-06-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

i am feeling weak all over now. haiz. pain pain worhs. sad. i alos dun noe y. at first it is:
cold/flu ->sore throat->cough->slight fever

sai lah now pain all over. bloddy mum ask mi do so many chores. n sum of it is thanks to the WONDERFUL phang shin ee. arhhhh..

everytime scold mi. very well. scold lah scold lah. scold for all u wan. now i sick also nobody know. probably nobaody care also i think.aiya hu cares. bez very serious den dun do chores liaos. haiz. sian sia. holiday not lyk holiday. everyday teo scolding. den gt so many things. rehearsals, camp, course, avtivity. sia lah. so many things.haiz..lalalallala.

i feel so weak all over now.lalallalallalalallalal*

CAMP~!

2006-06-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

camp arh camp arh LOL`

talking abt camp.

major recaps.
inter-section-competition
not bad bahs. quite fun. hongjun so funny lols. so ke lians. hahas. coz he only guy mahs. den hone nursing. so scary sia. mdm juvine so fierce. kip on asking " u sure is lyk tt" " omg. my brain is going to burst liaos." scare mi sia. luckili e acture one we din ruin it. we did it~~~!! XCEPT tt e first aid case was badly done.hahas.poor cheekeong..

lalalallals. n i lyk my rank so nice. although once belong to py de. nvm. i love it all the same.

nth much to highlight. BUT BUT games were fun. crawling e drains. crawl here n there.lols. we rocks.yays~!!!

actually also nth much cnt rmb much bahs.so tired.

toyou
i reli dun noe wad to sae. i feel pity for u really. i really dunooe wad or how to help you.haiz.admit i once lyk u. but tt was long long ago,n tt only last for one day.tt's it. all i cn sae is good luck. i reli dun noe wad else cn i do to help you i guess....

2006-06-04T12:51:00.000+08:00

haiz haiz..sian sians sians y so sians de. sumtimes i wonder wad are friends for. according to www.answers.com

friend (frĕnd) n.
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.tr.v. Archaic., friend·ed, friend·ing, friends.
To befriend.
[Middle English, from Old English frēond.]friendless friend'less adj.friendlessness friend'less·ness n.
WORD HISTORY A friend is a lover, literally. The relationship between Latin amīcus “friend” and amō “I love” is clear, as is the relationship between Greek philos “friend” and phileō “I love.” In English, though, we have to go back a millennium before we see the verb related to friend. At that time, frēond, the Old English word for “friend,” was simply the present participle of the verb frēon, “to love.” The Germanic root behind this verb is *frī–, which meant “to like, love, be friendly to.” Closely linked to these concepts is that of “peace,” and in fact Germanic made a noun from this root, *frithu–, meaning exactly that. Ultimately descended from this noun are the personal names Frederick, “peaceful ruler,” and Siegfried, ”victory peace.” The root also shows up in the name of the Germanic deity Frigg, the goddess of love, who lives on today in the word Friday, “day of Frigg,” from an ancient translation of Latin Veneris diēs, “day of Venus.”

lalala. my will of defending e thoughts of death is getting weaker day by day....

2006-06-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

bad bad day. haiz. woke up late in th morning. haiz. rush lyk siao totally forgot gt home nursing course sia. haiz. hopeless. den faster pia taxi went there. den wait for mates. n we wait n wait n wait. so boring.haiz. den the course actually starts at 9 wth. waste my money. i shld haf take e mrt n cum. haiz. anyways course was fun. coz gt sir yi zhi mao~~!!!so cute hehe. whees=)) teach us home nursing. confirm pass liaos. hehe. well i hope so.

after tt went to eat lunch. den began go wok wok liaos. first stop bugis. shope for a purse to contain my darr neos.den brought a mini nike bottle. n a handphone pouch.nice nice hehe. okays getting crazy.lalalalallalals.sians.

2006-06-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

dorts. sian sia. today gt CIP work haiz. haiz. sians.sians. so sian.LOLS.

to u noe hu lahs,
sorry lehs. din noe it hurt so much. pain anot. LOLS. sorry tt's time dun plays guns liaos. LOLS but i also cut myself wad so fair n square right. okay lahs i admit i rong. but u dun haf to splash water with ur mouth right. lata i get aids how. LOLs. anyway sorry. lahs. bye bye~~!!

spammers

2006-05-31T17:43:00.000+08:00

truly i hate spammers lor. y there is exist of spammers. their existence are totally useless it is so rubbish, trash. dun get it y they lyk to spam so much. don they noe.
IT IS
MY LIFE
MY STYLE
MY BLOG
MY THOUGHTS.

dun try to be smart n try to change e way i blog. man never. never u are gona accomplish this!! this acts are so childish (although childish are cute lah hor.XD) but please for godness sake. it is so fake cn. totally irritating!!! dunch u get it. u all are so stupid. holidays are so not holidays for mi. they are juz nicer name for lesser sch days. haiz. so many things to attend, do n practice. dun sae until so nice whne it has totally no difference. heaps of homework are slpin on my table. dorts sch is so boring.haiz. sian arh so boring.

nth to update

2006-05-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

nth to update thus came to copy n paste sum interesting things i came over frm sum chain mails.

No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry.

If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"

Some say love, it is a river That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower And you its only seed
It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose

I've searched around the world
from north to south, and east to west.
Day and night, in search of a friend
because I only wanted the best.
This friend must be kind and sincere,happy and full of cheer.
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun,and when times get rough, won't run.
Though I've searched the world looking for you,my friendship wishes finally came true.

I FOUND YOU!
above are dedicated to all those friends hu has once left a page or two in my book of life.thanks alot. <33>

results

2006-05-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

munching on bananas right now. sian sia. go everywhere to tag their last post is abt xam de guess i shall do the same too.whees=)) here comes my xams le...

results
eng~ 65.3 B3
sigh b3 only haiz. ms see xpects a A2 frm mi okays. i guess i din live up to her xpectation haiz. disappoint her again.

hcl~ 71.3 A2
A2 bloody okays. tt day mr oh still curse mi tt i will go to 3f next yr juz bcoz i get 4/5 for a sutpid comprehension qns wth. he muz haf done sth to my marks. wth. ms see sae i cn get to 3h next yr okays. stupid baldy.humphs.

maths~ 82.4 A1
A1 hehes. i guess i am only content with maths only.hehes. A1 leh my hard work really pays. lols. i love maths. i love mr ang. maths craze~~

sci~ 76.3 A1
A1 hahas. well guess i also happy for this lahs. juz tt i did badly for sa1 for i only get 74 for sa1. den thanks to my ca1 (80) den cn get A1 . well nvm lahs i am contented liaos muz be contented mahs.=))

history~ 56.9 C5
hahas. hopeless. basically i din study much for history for sa1 coz i though mostly sbq how i noe 40 marks cum frm textbk sumore focus on chapt 7 & 8. the two chapt tt i purposely skip it coz i tink it is totally rubbish. tmd.well nvm lahs next half of the yr dun nid to face mrs foo liaos nvm. i am preparing to burn my hist text anyway.

home economics~ 79.2 A1
the last time i am gona see the word home economics in my report bk le. guess i did not did too badly bahs. XD

visual arts~ 69.6 B3
guess my juz simply dun haf the talent for art. thsi also means i am juz not fated to get to art stream bahs. hehes. yays~~!!

total:501/700
percentage: 71.6
klaz position: 14/20
lvl position: 65/220

guess i did okays bahs not the bez but also not the worst. yupp a little bit push n i cn get to the dream klaz i wan. although duoble sci is not too bad. n i cn also get into tt klaz much more easier den triple. but triple is afterall beta den duoble right?? i guess so or at least it is a fact. so muz continue to chiong liaos worhs.wakakakass. no more looking at shuai ge n mei nv liaos. muz work hard le. cbsghc de muz work hard hor. muz win ccc okays. jiayoos. n kampatak. =))

i begining to becum more n more cold blooded day by day sigh*

wth

2006-05-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

man wth blog is sth for u to release ur anger n feelings n there they are some inreasonable minx barbarians is trying to control my freedom of speech wth man. u all simply haf no rights. get it. it is my blog not urs. get lost. shoo. buzz off. fuck off. how many offS u guys want tell mi. bloody.

first of all. i din even offend u guys wth has it gt to do with mi.i haf long forget abt all those things. i onli lyk my darr now. n i neva lyk jon before. stop fighting tt stupid nonsensenical opinion tt i actually clinge on him n not let go. dun be lame. u are not mi. dun use ur stupid brains to insult my intelligence. muahahas... i not angry den i be faking. how would u feel if ppl sae all thsoe nasty things in ur blog. juz tink abt it. i am sure u guys gt brains. dun act lyk brainless freaks hu lykes to bark so much. dun blame mi for shooting all these stuffs on u guys. u did it first. i din do anything to offend u guys. so shut up bunch of dogs barking.
SHUT UP.

hahas.i am so happpy.

2006-05-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

hahhas.i am so bloody happy.he has been suspended.since he lykes his hair so much. den let him be suspended foreva bahs. den i will neva see his sickening face anymore.wadeva ppl.anyway congrats to prefects n monitors.
haiz.sian sia.
well sumone frm my klaz was specially selected for the parent's meeting. i was lyk so happy cn.den she came up with lame xcuses sae wad her mum nv apply leaves n stuffs. trying to tok her way out.heckcare lahs.bleahs.anyway CCC will soon go down to history hahahs.yippie=))

2006-05-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

waad the hell!!
i am totally pissed off by
JONATHAN!!
bloody hell shit u n ur friends.
shit u sehs.
i nv recongnise u as one of my stead.
tt day was april fool
how i noe u take it so hard.
bloody.
play play oni u also cnt play huh.
so not fun wan.
anyways those hu noe one also noe play play wan wad./
furthermore u are not any good soul either.
dun blame miee for things i did not do when u are not much beta den mie.
bloody hell.
FUCK.
i hate you.
humphs./
pissed mi off so much.

so many things has happen___*

2006-05-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

so many things has happen this year.nothing is gona return to its original state. we need stabilisers.to prevent substances frm changing it's chemical form n it;s nature.
man i need dozens of those.
so many things has happened.
nothing is gona remain the smae ten years down the road.
haiz.zhen me ban. i dun wan tt to happen!!!

i am begining to lose everything.
FRIENDSHIP
MY BELOVED APPETITTE

haiz.friends around me had tones of problems.n i cun even console them or help them.haiz. i am so useless. wad the hell.afterall i am useless.yea. mayb i go bang mysself on the wall. mayb i will feel better.i am feeling so wretched now!!!

e revealing of my results..haiz..

2006-05-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

gt bac sum results today.paper only lahs..
here goes my atrocious results..

maths
83/100
-not bad lahs hor.first time get 83 leh..lols.hahahs..judging the reate my marks are going. i am gona to get at least 73 marks for sa2 in order to achieve a A1 for my maths..jiayou bahs..add oil lots of oil lol...=))

home economics
42.5/50
-also ok ok lahs not bad bahs juz a few careless mistakes. this may be e last time taking home economics xams le..haiz.hiaz..

english
48.5/70
-lyk shit worst of all haiz..i am so gona work hard but against 1oo% u go n times it is ard 69....%.so haiz dunoe lahs..

hcl
74/110
-man 110!!! 110 leh i get only 74 do n die lahs. but u go n times 100% it is ard 67....% haiz b3 seriously i hate b3..gona chiong if not i confirm get kick out of the klaz next yr.

haiz still haf art, hist and sci dunoe. tink i am gona flunk all these liaos wish mi luck//=/

okays today after st.john.mic seems so pissed off sia dunoe y.den lyk juz dun care den wok away lor. aiya nvm luckili i got gideon pei wo wok wok n tok tok. so nvm lahs.gideon rocks~! coz he help mi take water bottle.so nice of him. lol.s good junior hehe. anyways he very se lor. had a very darm pervertic conversation with him toking abt girls n their breast n stuffs.LOL.

wad a tired day~~skcuseh.nahtanojetahi

sians

2006-05-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

sians. second day after xams..i am gona collapse soon after i haf gotten my results. so far only gt back my hcl i score

74/110

wad the, so low.i din live up to my xpectation.giving this kind of standard i am so gona get kick out next yr man save mi i nid tuition!!! lols.

next up. todae i began searching n asking ard for a very chio girl by the name of lanfang. coz sumone sae i look lyk her. confirm muz go check it out mahs. okays e first time i saw her i was shock. so chio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lols.den bcum so fanatic kip on asking ppl for her no. n email add n stuff..completely crazy.

anyways afternoon was fun helping ppl to put makeup. lols. my first victim : jianting. lols i help him put so nice lehs. den he kip on smiling den alot of black body pain drop den in the end gt to repain stupid right. den shin ee n i was running lyk siao to wash our hands. although very xinku. but the effects was worth it. hehes.XD

finnally. lynn's birthday party!! e cake was lyk so nice. den we bagan cracking lame jokes. den noe a chiobu by the nam eelizabeth.so chio!!! man nearly nosebleed sia.hahas.

another boring dday gone...........<3

sushi trip..

2006-05-17T10:07:00.000+08:00

stupid blogger i juz type the entry n it disappear ..wad a dumb tink. i shall retype the entry again wad the hell??!?!?

okays first let's tok about wad so good about xams

went hm n embrace in ur bed 's wonderful huggies
dun nid to bring.darm casual lols.(my bag is lyk hell heavy =/)
shout at my mum giving xcuses tt i am too stressed uop
tok over e phone for long hrs giving reasons lyk " i nid to revise!!"

so many good points hor..how i wished xams everyday with qns lyk wad words cn u form with A, 1+1=2 n stuffs...lalallalallllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

after a very stressed xams..we dutifully deserved sum CELEBRATION!!

we planned to go pig out on sushi de..neva did we noe e buffet started at 3 den we started loiterin at northpoint doing sum shopping.taking neos.luffing n acting lyk sia kias.zach seems so down den yuiki n i decide to give him his early bday present. amini piano although he prefer a 24 carat diamond ring lolx.

3pm finally arrived. we marched towards sakae sushi with empty n growling stomachs. we managed to find a table n sit down only to find tt e mouse to the computer was spoilt.lols.7 people was juz right not too many or nt 2 less. we started taking food as if it was free. of coz wad buffet leh.eat to little very wasted lehs..but i tink only jiahou, yuki, zach n mi are up to standard.others eat too little le. n jiahou ordered food skill was fab cn." xcuse mi tis 2, here 1, tis 3.thank you." lols...cool man..everyone was so bloated up after 1hr past.we started playing with thank you cards. we started taking a few stacks.n i began sliding one card at a time on the track mill// completely siao. n ppl were glaring us with their enormous eyes.lols. bill time. we started walking with oru bloated stomach towards the counter.the bill was ard $$122+ bahs.everyone started fishing out their money.den i lyk atm lyk tt lending money here n there lols.after which left the shop with an empty wallet but a full stomach.i really adore alot this kind of gathering. u get to spent quality time with ur friends.this kind of money really worth it. u guys rocks. love you muacks.

special thanks to zach n mic for ur lame jokes.yuiki for ur heartwarming talks.muacks.u all rocks my life.<3333

-you: could i stop bumping to you everywhere i go?? i dun wan to see u sickening face. let alone to hear my friends sae wad i haf affinity with you. all these kinds of shit i simply detest n resent.get it.juz fuck off.u are the only flaw of my ytd's happiness. humphx.

2006-05-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

heyys she is

the past

the history!!!!

haiz.aft seeing wad zach n sihui wrote. i give up alright. u were not tt important after all u are juz something tt has once left a page or two in my book.n after tt: nothing.

you mean nothing to me now n eva.
coz u haf hurt me too deep...

i realli dun noe wad to do with euu.

2006-05-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

i really dunoe wad to do with you. really.should i ignore you since you pissed mi off so much with ur acts. or should i pretend like nth happen n carry on as normal. all these sound so familiar. yea you are right. tt' s wad i sae to myself, during the contradicting period with shiting. why should all these happen to me. i really dunoe. wad shld i do to you. i told mic n my sis tt i will give you one month n see how. but they told mi tt if i give you more chances the more hurt i will get. yea how true.shiting 's case was the same too.i kip on giving her chances but hurt is the only thing i get frm her. but i hope you were a different person i really hope so. i really dun wan to lose another friend of mine. the loss of shiting is too much le. i hope i dun lose you too.if i lose you too. i dunoe wad will bcum of mie. pls pls really change for the better bahs.i really hope so....

haiz..neoprints are such a disasters everytime take neoprints also gt tink happen wan haiz. e day after i take neoprints with you, i noe abt ur acts. man how terrible. haiz. really dun wan to lose her lehs..haiz..haiz...i haven get over shiting n here u cum haiz...